Don W

Indigo, All I can say is Thanks (sniff-sniff). And what a beautiful self at the end of your journey. Don W

Don W

Hi Indigo, I'll be off from work soon for the weekend. Take care and try and do something nice for yourself. We need to reward ourselves for our hard work. Don W

indigo

Anathema :
Of late I have embraced my dark unspoken nemesis,
Afraid of the answers, panic disturbs this wild unquiet soul,
I could not abort it without losing a part of myself,
And so it continues

At times I half-speak to you love,
Shadow f*****g



teenaged and dumb,
And you almost within earshot
Will no longer hear me
Handing me silence in truths disguise.

Fear serves only to numb
And excite me,
It does’nt quiet the pain,
I wish I could cry on this occasion
With my tears let slip some common emotion
With uncommon grace….
So with my back to the wall
I let sleeping dogs lie
Me I let howl.

indigo

indigo

I have so much s**t inside my head I feel like I am going to explode and everytime I empty some of it I get triggered into a whole lot more. I am praying for change it happens and then I am back again I have nightmares all the time I am trying to sae a baby I know that baby is me and now my 4 children too, I am falling or on the run only I can't run I am always in a dangerous place. I am always afraid I am going to lose more than I already had (not material things) I am so tired............

Don W

Indigo, We will be your light in the darkness of your nightmares. It is out of the darkness that these fears must come. There will be a time that your sun will shine. Till then I pray for a moment of peace for you, that will seed and grow. Don W