Blacky

.. I am not on on any opiates ,, but if I was .. NO .. they just let you puke your way through it ..

Blacky

Steely

I didn't think you were but being the non judgemental type that I am thought it the only question to ask. Here, you can get it in NSW gaols, don't think Queensland, and not sure other States. All evidence based data supports its use in gaols. Rocket science.

Now I'm going to find my pic of Louise (really Tink) with bags packed .... cat rescue.

ZZ Top make me laugh it has to have something to do with their accents and use of language. Here comes Tink. Tink died a couple of weeks ago.

Steely

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Here's the Tinker but I think I shot it upside down. To everything thing turn, turn, turn. Shut up steely you're a ratbag. Carpet could do with a bit of a steam clean.

Steely

Yay, right way up?

Blacky

.. Oh geez that song was horrible half into it ,, which is about as long as I
listened to it ever .. until today .. Oh my god please don't ever play that if I am coming off anything .. coffee, cigarettes, gummy bears, any damn thing ..

.. I apologize for playing it .. but .. these things can be nasty .. I will carry on fine
not opiate addicted .. although the song made me want to snort up some herion ..

.. but I have none and am not getting any .. oh geez ..

... so we continue on here .. not on the white horse .. on some other **** I will maybe lay out to be held account ..

.. To be held account .. Is the deal here .. for me .. I just leave sh-t out .. I don't lie ..

.. so after this musical interlude I will break it down ..



It damn sure was ,,

Steely

No breaking down Blacky, crack up instead. This planet is arrr, nuts.

I reckon Yoko got a bad rap. Not that fond of her but they certainly went for her throat.

Steely

Misunderstood "break it down." I read too fast. Wish I could attach 19th Nervous Breakdown. I think I'm on my 500th. "Here it's comes......."

What's that other horse's name? Hope it's not Trigger. My toes have gone numb. Think it's working all the way up my body. I'll be a stiff.

Steely

Hope you are improving kzaug. Is it simply antibiotics? If my memory serves me well my Mum was in bed for well over a week with it, and she's no slouch.

Lit must have been resurrected by young people 'cause I've heard it used in movies and stuff to describe being intoxed too.

I'm gunna shut up now, I'm going nuts. Go distract myself with a yo yo.

I'm gunna say it - hi y'all.

kzaug2014

Well, I just lost a very long, interesting ( huh...lol ) post and am too exhausted for a re-write. I will give it a go when I have more energy.
They put me on steroid pills, 6 today, 5 tomorrow, and so on. They're making me feel very jittery, like how I used to feel when I drank caffeinated coffee. It feels very strange to be exhausted and jittery at once, but I'll live.

Love and (( hugs )) my friends.

Steely

Rest up kzaug. Exhausted and jittery would not feel good. (((kzaug))). Leave it all 'til you feel better.

Blacky

Blacky

.. so here we go man ,, getting a harder edge to deal with what lies ahead ,,

,, I get along pretty well at 6' 3" at 240 lbs .. I am an easy going sort ..

.. mostly ..

Blacky

now maybe some of y'all might wanna vote in this upcoming thing we
got going here in the US ,, well by all means please ..

Steely

I liked that one Blacky....you're a tripper

Well, good news on the Matthew (my bro) front. My sister and I have found him a nursing home and it's pretty good given what is available. However.....

We will have to invoke our coercive powers because he is refusing to go, and this might mean the coppers. He'll hate us for life.

They'll sedate him and my heart is all broken up because he's good and probably the smartest kid in our family 'cept he went crazy. They tested him in the early days and he has a genius IQ and it's not fair. WHAT THE F.U.C.K. IS!

No such thing as justice, only poetic justice and I'm going to write some poetry for my brother and he will rock their arses off. I hate it all and I hate schizophrenia why did this have to happen to him? There is no reason, I know.

Didn't realise the emotional toll this has taken until today when I could just break down and cry and there's not a song in the world that could touch it.

But we made it over the line.

Blacky

,, oh ,, you wanna trip .. here ya go .. I like these guys ..

Blacky

.. and now I leave you all for the day or so .. I am no one ,, ya know .. but I did my part that others might hear this song .. yeah .. that's it .. did nothing else .. I ain't nobody ..

Blacky

.. and that is all I am gonna say about all that today ..

.. all of you have a good day, week, month, year, all of your lives are now
blessed with good karma .. because I bestow it upon you .. I died back in 1982..

.. all my life since .. has been a bonus .. ya know .. like winning the lottery ..

.. yes .. except I actually won .. more than any dollar amount .. yes I did ..

.. so when I talk off key .. and show myself a bit .. might be something to it ..

.. I care about people .. a bit .. ya know ..

.. Hell .. I beat the grim reaper for not just me .. but my buddy too .. he is doing real well these days ...

.. I can understand if y'all don't believe what I am saying .. but it is ..

.. Now I will prove it .. nah nah .. don't do it ..

it is 23 ..

that is the number ..

Steely

Push....push....push.....didn't think I could push no more.

You're Blacky, and I thank you so.

Self or nothingness.....what's wrong with nothingness?

He ain't heavy he's my brother. And he won't know what's goin' on.

Steely

That is the number Blacky and I thank you for the Karma.

I bought a lottery ticket yesterday and called it "All Saints", which is the name of a TV show about a hospital by that name. My brother has delusions about All Saints. Reckons he used to live there.

My brother says he wants to go back All Saints Hospital, so I bought a ticket so I could buy him a house and have a nurse come around everyday, but it would never work out because he would deteriorate without 24/7 care. My heart is broken but I know he would get cranky with me if I showed it.