been awhile
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Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Canada, Alberta
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been awhile
i haven't been on lately because a some weeks ago i fell off my 55 day wagon. i i been drinkign ever day since and i seemed to wondered away from here. i been hiding it from my folks but i'm sure they know, i'll talk to them after christmas. i did some stupid **** while i was drunk and now my gf is pissed off at me for a while now, it got me thinking. i bought a flat yesterday afternoon and it almost gone alraedy, it's 6 in the morning and i feel ****** cause i drank myself sick. i know i hurting now but tomorrow i'll do it again, it's ******. but i got a new job over the holidays and was able to get presents, and except for hurting my gf i been a funtional drunk. my thoughts are really all over right now and confusign. i don't want help right now though i just wanna drink and think for a while, probably sounds stupid but thats what i wannado. anyways thanks for the listen i'll see you guys around, merry christmas and happy new years all. :santasmil
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