Ugh!!!! The nights are hard, but the mornings are great!!!!
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Join Date: Apr 2003
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Ugh!!!! The nights are hard, but the mornings are great!!!!
Wow, I WANT TO DRINK SOOOO BAD! I guess I just don't want it bad enough! I have had so much anxiety the past couple of days. I am sweating a bunch, I am eating all sorts of sweets and I have more energy than I know what to do with. It's making me a little irritable. I feel like I want a drink just to relax my nerves... I should mention that I have had depression problems in the past which included a little OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) and I feel it coming back. I can't sit still, I am constatly cleaning and I just don't know what to do!!!! At least when I drank I could sit still! I don't want to trade in the drinking for Zoloft (depression) or Tylenol PM (to sleep). It makes me so angry!
Kristin
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Join Date: Oct 2004
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Kristin - This too shall pass. I know, that phrase sucks, doesn't it? But it's TRUE. Hang in there 5 minutes, one hour and one day (night) at a time and the urges do diminish. If you work an honest program of recovery, they even go away.
How about going to meetings at night?
How about going to meetings at night?
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