Doorknob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Hi Mill,
Thanks for asking about me. I had some internet/computer problems and used it as an excuse to go back to my old ways of medicating every feeling of distress; smoking pot every waking hour, which makes me unmotivated and my mind cloudy, and drinking a few beers with it for good measure. I'm not sure why I keep coming back, considering that I haven't been making any effort to become abstinent again. SR is addictive too I guess.
Thanks for asking about me. I had some internet/computer problems and used it as an excuse to go back to my old ways of medicating every feeling of distress; smoking pot every waking hour, which makes me unmotivated and my mind cloudy, and drinking a few beers with it for good measure. I'm not sure why I keep coming back, considering that I haven't been making any effort to become abstinent again. SR is addictive too I guess.
alconaut
Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: Motor City
Posts: 729
Hey DK.... I'm glad you're back and posting. I think you left not too long after I got here.
I thought of you sometimes. There was one time in particular, on the subject of doorknobs and HPs in the AA forum.
Are you and your girl still going to karaoke? I remember you posting about it at one time, and saying you were hanging out with the non-drinkers there.... is it still not a problem for you?
Are you deciding on, thinking about, or working any particular program? Even AA?
Well, I'm really happy to see you back and posting, instead of lurking in the night.
Don't give up, okay? Keep posting - you've got some pals here. This is the second thread I know that Mill has started for you....
I thought of you sometimes. There was one time in particular, on the subject of doorknobs and HPs in the AA forum.
Are you and your girl still going to karaoke? I remember you posting about it at one time, and saying you were hanging out with the non-drinkers there.... is it still not a problem for you?
Are you deciding on, thinking about, or working any particular program? Even AA?
Well, I'm really happy to see you back and posting, instead of lurking in the night.
Don't give up, okay? Keep posting - you've got some pals here. This is the second thread I know that Mill has started for you....
Originally Posted by Autumn
Hey DK.... I'm glad you're back and posting. I think you left not too long after I got here.
I thought of you sometimes. There was one time in particular, on the subject of doorknobs and HPs in the AA forum.
Are you and your girl still going to karaoke? I remember you posting about it at one time, and saying you were hanging out with the non-drinkers there.... is it still not a problem for you?
Are you deciding on, thinking about, or working any particular program? Even AA?
Well, I'm really happy to see you back and posting, instead of lurking in the night.
Don't give up, okay? Keep posting - you've got some pals here. This is the second thread I know that Mill has started for you....
Don't give up, okay? Keep posting - you've got some pals here. This is the second thread I know that Mill has started for you....
DK
Originally Posted by doorknob
I doubt I'll ever give up completely. I figure periods of abstinence are better than nothing at all.
I think you are right. I did periods of abstinence before finally quitting.
love brigid
alconaut
Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: Motor City
Posts: 729
Originally Posted by doorknob
Thanks Autumn.
Glad you're doing well.
This whole issue is really frustrating for me, and getting seriously old. For myself, I feel that face to face support is the most important component of any plan for sobriety. However, I am at odds with most AA beliefs. Things that most AA's consider "truths", I simply don't believe in, ie. the existence of a theistic god and all that entails. And most discussions in AA are in relation to this belief, if not the central theme. It makes it extremely hard to relate and share, which is why I'm there in the first place. So, my AA attendence is usually sporatic, depending on if I feel it is helping me or hurting me. Sometimes it's really 50/50. Online helps, but I need more.
Plus, I get incredibly addicted to online participation, and sometimes end up ignoring things worse than when I'm drinkin' and smokin'.
What things are helping you?
It is through SR that I have learned the importance of recovery, and the different options available. I'm going through a very difficult time trying to piece it all together.
I doubt I'll ever give up completely. I figure periods of abstinence are better than nothing at all.
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