7 Days.
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7 Days.
I just woke up sober for the seventh day in a row. I just drew the seventh smiley face in my calendar.
I had a dream last night that I drank. All I really remember from the dream is thinking, "man, now I've got to start all over again". I guess I had a bit of anxiety about the one week mark. It occurs to me that had I actually drank last night the only thing I would remember is that I wished I hadn't. I'm not referring to the blackout so much as to the fact that the only thing of substance I'd have been left with is regret. I'm glad it was just a dream. Thanks again for your support.
-Kevin
Dangerous Dan, if you're interested here's a little info about my avatar.
http://www.geocities.com/kd_smyth/
I put this up a few years ago when I was practicing Buddhism. I no longer think of my self as a Buddhist, nor do I practice. At the time I thought the Dritarashtra deserved a Telecaster. I guess a part of me still does.
I had a dream last night that I drank. All I really remember from the dream is thinking, "man, now I've got to start all over again". I guess I had a bit of anxiety about the one week mark. It occurs to me that had I actually drank last night the only thing I would remember is that I wished I hadn't. I'm not referring to the blackout so much as to the fact that the only thing of substance I'd have been left with is regret. I'm glad it was just a dream. Thanks again for your support.
-Kevin
Dangerous Dan, if you're interested here's a little info about my avatar.
http://www.geocities.com/kd_smyth/
I put this up a few years ago when I was practicing Buddhism. I no longer think of my self as a Buddhist, nor do I practice. At the time I thought the Dritarashtra deserved a Telecaster. I guess a part of me still does.
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Kewl Kevyn! Keep it up!
I have a dilemma myself. I haven't had a drop in 10 days, but 3 beers remain in my frig undrunk from my final night of debauchery. Now, everytime I open the frig I just look at them sitting there on the launch pad so to speak, and I laugh at them....almost as if to taunt them. They hold no sway over me anymore and I just love it! Should I let them stay a little while longer looking so desperate to be consumed while I laugh at them, or should I go ahead and pour them out? Decisions, decisions.
I have a dilemma myself. I haven't had a drop in 10 days, but 3 beers remain in my frig undrunk from my final night of debauchery. Now, everytime I open the frig I just look at them sitting there on the launch pad so to speak, and I laugh at them....almost as if to taunt them. They hold no sway over me anymore and I just love it! Should I let them stay a little while longer looking so desperate to be consumed while I laugh at them, or should I go ahead and pour them out? Decisions, decisions.
Now go pour those beers out.Nothing good can come from saving them.
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