Kicking aside my own stumbling blocks
 

What amazes me, with years of drinking and drugging behind me, how many walls and stumbling blocks I have created during those times, with hiding from myself, and others, thinking the whole world was a conspiracy group, custom made for my inevitable downfall. I finally realized deep down, I desperately needed change! Now, my renewed life of sobriety, I have found that ridding my system of these negative, dangerous addictions, in conjunction with rejoining with my Higher Power, interacting with the great people here at S/R, every single aspect of my life has turnaround, it was trying at times, however, every effort I made (and with help and support), is Heaven sent!!

I'm going to keep working it, because its really, truly worth it!
God Bless
mikee

I know what you mean. It's so easy to blame the establishment for everything that goes wrong. Changing things up with myself even a little bit has made a noticeable difference. It's risky business changing things up, because I have to think out of the box and that takes some creativity which requires that I not be lazy anymore. I'm still working on my lazy attitude, but
I shake my head all of the time and tell myself....now why didn't I think of that before? Just trying has made all of the difference. Not perfect, but trying.
Val

Thanks Val, I don't know why I waited so long either, remembering back to being comfortably numb all those wasted years is hard for me to except now, still trying though.
TC
mikee

Keep workin it dude.Its worth it,and your worth it. ;)

The life
 

changes were made easier for me by using the 12 Steps of AA. :)

WOW! That was me to a T! Nicely put mikee.
Val