Day 1 again....nothing but regret and shame
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Hi Kat
Your initial post is where I am rn so I know exactly how you felt. Saturday night I drank nearly a whole bottle of gin and proceeded to **** off my Bestie. Of course Sunday morning I couldn't even remember talking to her and when I looked back at our convo on FB messenger I felt the shame and self hatred you talked about. Like you I knew when I was drinking so much I'd end up regretting it but I did it all the same. Now my Bestie has blocked me on FB and FB messenger and she isn't responding to me and my apologies.
So yesteray I joined SR and made a decision to go a week without drink - starting today. Day 1. I haven't gone more than a couple of days sober in years so it will be tough for me but I'm determined.
Yes you screwed up but you dusted yourself off and tried again and now over a month sober!
You should be proud of yourself girl . Keep it up!
Your initial post is where I am rn so I know exactly how you felt. Saturday night I drank nearly a whole bottle of gin and proceeded to **** off my Bestie. Of course Sunday morning I couldn't even remember talking to her and when I looked back at our convo on FB messenger I felt the shame and self hatred you talked about. Like you I knew when I was drinking so much I'd end up regretting it but I did it all the same. Now my Bestie has blocked me on FB and FB messenger and she isn't responding to me and my apologies.
So yesteray I joined SR and made a decision to go a week without drink - starting today. Day 1. I haven't gone more than a couple of days sober in years so it will be tough for me but I'm determined.
Yes you screwed up but you dusted yourself off and tried again and now over a month sober!
You should be proud of yourself girl . Keep it up!
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