Laying in bed and the kids are not here. Drinking did not cross my mind. Then all of a sudden I thought why not run to the liquor store and grab a few and fest cheerio. But then I remember it’s not just a few and what if after a few I want more and decide to drive. Then I started thinking if I don’t drink there’s no chance I’m drunk texting or drunk calling anyone. This is the first time I’ve come here before I make the bad decisions. Honestly, I’m really glad that I’m saying what I’m saying because I realize I just need to go to bed. Because tomorrow it’s going to feel wonderful when I feel fine and have no regrets I know exactly what I did last night.

Thank you!