Today was another great day...
Today was another great day...
Right before I got sober, I burned a bridge.....BADLY
One of my best friends in the world basically told me to get the f%$k out of his life and forget he existed.
At my year mark, I wrote him..he ignored me.
So another 18 months went by.
This week was 2 years and 6 months. I finally wrote him again and after a few one worded answers from him, and we ended up texting for the next 7 hours. We met up tonight and hung out catching up.
I got to tell him how terrible I felt and about how I had treated him. That I was a terrible friend and that he didn't deserve the sickness I threw at him.
I told him I know I didn't deserve another shot at friendship, but I needed to tell him that I really have changed everything about myself that was killing me.
I told him I still had work to do and I owned my s#it.
So we're talking again and I don't know where this is gonna go. I just know for everyone who thinks that when someone tells you to go f$%k off and get bent...change everything about yourself, climb out of hell, and you might change a few minds.
Don't EVER give up trying to make a life worth being proud of.
One of my best friends in the world basically told me to get the f%$k out of his life and forget he existed.
At my year mark, I wrote him..he ignored me.
So another 18 months went by.
This week was 2 years and 6 months. I finally wrote him again and after a few one worded answers from him, and we ended up texting for the next 7 hours. We met up tonight and hung out catching up.
I got to tell him how terrible I felt and about how I had treated him. That I was a terrible friend and that he didn't deserve the sickness I threw at him.
I told him I know I didn't deserve another shot at friendship, but I needed to tell him that I really have changed everything about myself that was killing me.
I told him I still had work to do and I owned my s#it.
So we're talking again and I don't know where this is gonna go. I just know for everyone who thinks that when someone tells you to go f$%k off and get bent...change everything about yourself, climb out of hell, and you might change a few minds.
Don't EVER give up trying to make a life worth being proud of.
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