Off Drink 2 Months and Its been a Roller-coaster??
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Off Drink 2 Months and Its been a Roller-coaster??
I'm 35 and I used to be a binge drinker and for most of my life I've used alcohol as a crutch in social situations but last year I took some marijuna and it triggered off a panic attack. Ever since then any time I drank the next day Id suffer terrible rebound anxiety where Id fear that the marijuna related panic attack would come back where I'd believe I'd lose control and would go crazy and so because of this from Jan of this year I only drank 3 times.
So currently I've been off the drink for over 2 months and during that period I've that I've become very moody. Sometimes I'd be very joyous and positive and then a few days later I'd become despondent about how **** life is. Lately, I feel like I'm trapped in my own mind and would love some form of escapism. I still have the thoughts that the weed induced panic attack will come back and this is one of the reasons why Im not drinking as I fear going back there.
One thing I have noticed is that I'm a lot more relaxed around people and that I can push myself much more in social situations. I'm just wondering whether all these moods and emotions are normal? And what should I expect in the future?
So currently I've been off the drink for over 2 months and during that period I've that I've become very moody. Sometimes I'd be very joyous and positive and then a few days later I'd become despondent about how **** life is. Lately, I feel like I'm trapped in my own mind and would love some form of escapism. I still have the thoughts that the weed induced panic attack will come back and this is one of the reasons why Im not drinking as I fear going back there.
One thing I have noticed is that I'm a lot more relaxed around people and that I can push myself much more in social situations. I'm just wondering whether all these moods and emotions are normal? And what should I expect in the future?
Congrats on two months sober and welcome to the family. Yes, moodiness is very common in early sobriety. The brain is used to functioning under a depressant so it's a roller coaster ride at first.
It gets better tho, the longer you stay sober.
It gets better tho, the longer you stay sober.
Welcome to SR and congrats on 2 months sober seamushan. You'll find a lot of support and understanding here, and yes - the ups and downs are very common in the first months of being sober. It takes time for your body and mind to re-adjust.
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Thank you all for the support, it is very much appreciated. Today I am feeling anxious and I fear that "I will go crazy" and "lose control" I know all of these thoughts are irrational but they are hard to get rid off. The thoughts where originally triggered when I smoked weed and it induced a terrifying panic attack.
Next time you have that thought that you will go crazy or lose control - say to yourself, "That's just my anxiety. Anxiety is just a thought. It can't hurt me, and I will be okay. I am safe in this moment."
Then do this breathing exercise:
Box Breathing - Navy Seals
If I don't grab onto a thought, it doesn't escalate.
Then do this breathing exercise:
Box Breathing - Navy Seals
If I don't grab onto a thought, it doesn't escalate.
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Next time you have that thought that you will go crazy or lose control - say to yourself, "That's just my anxiety. Anxiety is just a thought. It can't hurt me, and I will be okay. I am safe in this moment."
Then do this breathing exercise:
Box Breathing - Navy Seals
If I don't grab onto a thought, it doesn't escalate.
Then do this breathing exercise:
Box Breathing - Navy Seals
If I don't grab onto a thought, it doesn't escalate.
" I'm not going to go there right now. ". Because "there" would spiral to panic at times.
I've had panic attacks in the past (way before sobriety) and once they get started they are nearly impossible to stop. I would usually drink several glasses of water and go run for a while and that helped but stopping it when it STARTS is key.
Early in sobriety I caught myself yelling STOP!!!! To divert my mind before it started to snowball..
My wife catches me doing it sometimes too...although I don't yell it anymore.
We can be watching tV or just hanging out and my mind will start to wander into places I shouldn't go. She'll just hear me quietly say "Stop". It took her awhile to get used to, but she knows where it's coming from. Doing that consciously breaks the pattern in the moment. I learned that from therapy.
Nice work on 2 months, 90 days is right around the corner!!
hang in there, my first year was full of ups and downs... part of the deal!!
Remember every day you don't drink is a Super Bowl WIN!!!!!! keep working it!!!
hang in there, my first year was full of ups and downs... part of the deal!!
Remember every day you don't drink is a Super Bowl WIN!!!!!! keep working it!!!
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