After hitting 1 year I drank
After hitting 1 year I drank
Hi,
Back and ready to admit that on my last day of vacation, at day 367,I drank.
My beast won.
And it won for 2 weeks more, drank vodka like water.
God help me stop again.
Back and ready to admit that on my last day of vacation, at day 367,I drank.
My beast won.
And it won for 2 weeks more, drank vodka like water.
God help me stop again.
I'm sorry you drank Shihtzupuppy but I'm glad you made it back.
At least now you've conformed that drinking alcohol will always be the same for you.
Will you be making a revised Big Plan again?
At least now you've conformed that drinking alcohol will always be the same for you.
Will you be making a revised Big Plan again?
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Join Date: Mar 2017
Posts: 232
Good luck with your recovery, hope you get sober soon
Thataway, get back on track and back to what works aka sobriety. Leave that alcohol in the dust far behind.
Thanks, it wasn't an experiment in moderation. It was that I wanted that drink and high feeling. Me or my Beast or AV. I wasn't thinking beyond that immediate moment.
Then it spiraled for 2 weeks ending up in a pint of vodka in about 3 hours friday and trouble at home.
I guess I had to be reminded how much I could lose.
Then it spiraled for 2 weeks ending up in a pint of vodka in about 3 hours friday and trouble at home.
I guess I had to be reminded how much I could lose.
No it was an experiment in drinking alcoholically. That's the way we drink, right?
I'm not trying to argue with you. Obviously it didn't give you whatever it was you were looking for. Did you take that first drink thinking it was going to be fun, moderate - or two weeks of misery?
I'm not trying to argue with you. Obviously it didn't give you whatever it was you were looking for. Did you take that first drink thinking it was going to be fun, moderate - or two weeks of misery?
Hi Shitzu - I'm glad you wanted to talk about what happened. I did the same thing once after 3 yrs. sober. I didn't have the sense to stop, & years went by before I got my life back. I never want to forget that horrible time. Proof that I can never have 'just one' - ever.
You learned something, & you're back with more resolve than ever. I'm glad you didn't let it take over your life once again.
You learned something, & you're back with more resolve than ever. I'm glad you didn't let it take over your life once again.
I'm so glad your back puppy. You have that year of sobriety in the bank, your body will appreciate it. Well done for stepping of the treadmill after only 15 days or so too. Turn this into a blip.
I am so sorry to hear that, puppy. The only good choice from here is to recommit to recovery and move forward
Examine your Plan and shore up the holes. You mentioned feeling in a funk prior to the drinking. Be sure to put contingencies in place for times like those.
SR is a great place to come when you are feeling in a funk or feeling triggered. There are always people who will stand with you and help you kick your AV to the curb.
As for moderation, I tried valiantly to prove that I could do so. Every single attempt resulted in failure.
Examine your Plan and shore up the holes. You mentioned feeling in a funk prior to the drinking. Be sure to put contingencies in place for times like those.
SR is a great place to come when you are feeling in a funk or feeling triggered. There are always people who will stand with you and help you kick your AV to the curb.
As for moderation, I tried valiantly to prove that I could do so. Every single attempt resulted in failure.
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Join Date: Jun 2017
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Sorry to hear about the drinking. I did something similar. A couple of years sober and then I drank. It took about 18 months to get sober again. I have no specific advice but just do whatever it takes to get stopped. I was miserable those 18 months as, even when nothing bad happened, the fun had been taking right of drinking. All the best🙂
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