One More Day Part 2
I'm being tested tonight. Just heard that a friend of mine suddenly passed away within the last 48 hours.
I knew her mostly online, but I have met her and she was great. Not sure of her age, but she was younger than me. (I'm late 30s).
Feels like I've just been kicked in the throat, the news came out of nowhere.
I knew her mostly online, but I have met her and she was great. Not sure of her age, but she was younger than me. (I'm late 30s).
Feels like I've just been kicked in the throat, the news came out of nowhere.
Oh Tyne
I'm so sorry. I think that the death of a friend is a test for any of us. Is the custom drinking or not drinking? If so, you know what the right answer is.
My thoughts are with you. Hold her in your heart. she was fortunate to have you as a friend.
I'm so sorry. I think that the death of a friend is a test for any of us. Is the custom drinking or not drinking? If so, you know what the right answer is.
My thoughts are with you. Hold her in your heart. she was fortunate to have you as a friend.
I didn't drink. It would have been a short term solution but in the long term it would have just made a bad situation even worse.
I woke up this morning and checked my messages, hoping it was a dream.
I woke up this morning and checked my messages, hoping it was a dream.
O,
You reported on the Relpase thread something your therapist said that I thought was really smart.
"it seems you've been drinking to avoid the inevitability of drinking".
Seems so many of us do that about so many things, but I think he really nailed it.
I am going to think on that a while.
XX
You reported on the Relpase thread something your therapist said that I thought was really smart.
"it seems you've been drinking to avoid the inevitability of drinking".
Seems so many of us do that about so many things, but I think he really nailed it.
I am going to think on that a while.
XX
That's precisely what I've reported 2 of the last 3 times I've travelled into the abyss, so I believe it to be true. Illogical, but true. I think maybe illogical doesn't necessarily equate to not useful.
In my experience, it is the opposite -- it is a totally screwed up way of maintaining control.
By choosing to fail, I no longer risk failure. It is not that failure was inevitable in the literal sense, but by doing that which I had sworn off but thought I might lose the battle, I took control of the failure.
Our minds are interesting places to travel.
By choosing to fail, I no longer risk failure. It is not that failure was inevitable in the literal sense, but by doing that which I had sworn off but thought I might lose the battle, I took control of the failure.
Our minds are interesting places to travel.
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