First sickie in sobriety...
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First sickie in sobriety...
Woke up today severe back ache and unfortunately had to phone in sick as im a nurse and no way could have worked today . Brought back so many awful memories of when i used to wake up at the dreaded 4 am pounding heart ...with anxiety about how much i had drunk the night before and that i would still be drunk for my early shift and at best anxious and hungover.... so even though i felt still guilty about having to take a day off sooo pleased and so grateful to be 14 and half months sober and this my first sickie not at all drink related in sobriety 🤗
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I remember the first times I got sick - last fall was between 7-9 mo for me and I got a number of serious colds and once, strep. I remember being so glad THAT was why I was sick. And also the restlessness and boredom I had to stop and turn into appreciation of time home (believing it was for a reason, which it turned out each time was!) with drs making me take 2-3 days off each time.
This fall, I haven't gotten sick - SO FAR - and appreciate that too!
This fall, I haven't gotten sick - SO FAR - and appreciate that too!
When I had my first sober cold I was shocked at how awful it felt since I hadn't been present for one in a decade. My least favorite AA saying is "life on life's terms". You did the right thing and I hope you call others for support. Congrats on 14 years!
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