Wait...WTH?
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Wait...WTH?
I decided to login today and read a little. Then I checked how many days sober I am...90?! Then as I'm reading I realized that Saturday at my buddies house he had 2 beers and I don't recall even really caring. He did stop at 2 and as I'm sitting here typing I wonder what it would be like to have 2 light beers and stop. As long as I find that absurd I know I shouldn't drink.
Sunday I was at a wedding and I was the only sober one and I also didn't care. I went to the bathroom before leaving and there was puke in the toilet and I laughed and thought "God I'm glad I won't feel like him tomorrow." I stopped at a diner on the way home for some good food and had a good nights sleep.
I'm training for a 50k in Feb and think I'm slowly getting better at managing my anxiety and OCD. The last 90 days have been rough and I don't have the desire to go through all this again just to get drunk.
I'm starting to enjoy this sober thing.
Sunday I was at a wedding and I was the only sober one and I also didn't care. I went to the bathroom before leaving and there was puke in the toilet and I laughed and thought "God I'm glad I won't feel like him tomorrow." I stopped at a diner on the way home for some good food and had a good nights sleep.
I'm training for a 50k in Feb and think I'm slowly getting better at managing my anxiety and OCD. The last 90 days have been rough and I don't have the desire to go through all this again just to get drunk.
I'm starting to enjoy this sober thing.
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Join Date: Jul 2017
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Thanks folks!
This group has really helped me when thoughts or drinking have returned. Seeing similar and worse situations brings me back to reality. Also lots of good advice reading through different posts. Another thing that is useful is reading posts that I have made, a good reminder that I quit for a reason.
I've learned that I can control how much I drink. None.
This group has really helped me when thoughts or drinking have returned. Seeing similar and worse situations brings me back to reality. Also lots of good advice reading through different posts. Another thing that is useful is reading posts that I have made, a good reminder that I quit for a reason.
I've learned that I can control how much I drink. None.
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