Hard to answer when the question is vague Miz
but I got sober in spite of my family, in spite of the friends I'd collected, in spite of the way I solved problems, in spite of the way I regulated my moods. in spite of the fear I had over change and responsibility and the future....
in spite of everything, I had a simple binary choice.
Life or death.
I made a good choice.
I know you can too Miz