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Hi, MsCB and SoberNun, it's positive that you've both posted. It's warmer and friendlier here......so please put the drink down, turn around and walk.....and step back in here, and firmly shut the door on that colder, lonelier, drinking place you stepped out into.
Sorry you're still struggling. The key for me was total and absolute surrender. Once I finally admitted to myself that alcohol had kicked my ass and that I could no longer entertain ANY notion of drinking again, a huge weight was lifted from my shoulders and the real recovery work began. The early days are the hardest, but once we get past them, the rewards are beyond our imaginations.
How's it going MC? We will take care of you the best we can through this incredibly supportive forum. Are you eating right? For me a big part of overall recovery is eating well. Every single effort you make will reward you. I had to put addiction to death. Drinking as any kind of option had to be taken off the table. So, for me it was sort of like a type of death, but it has brought new life, really, it has.
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