| 120degrees0ut | 12-20-2016 06:32 AM |
Keeping Sober
Hello! i havent been able to log in for a long time here. my computer had issues. today i got on here. I was sober for a while, then like 6 months ago i started drinking wine i was making again. i had refilled my cup with wine. then i woke up on my kitchen floor w/ my plastic cup dumped...and my head hurt where it hit hard tile. no blood. then i was horribly sick-dizzy everyday for 1 entire month. i couldnt go see Dr. it was 1st time i knocked myself out from falling. i continued drinking the wine daily. but im sober now for 3 mos. i think. Im working hard on changing my way of thinking. im trying to get rid of my killer negativity. when i hopefully fix that mess...i believe staying sober will become much easier and simpler for me! As long as im sober, i can make it thru. alcohol affects my thinking, and i dont want that. i want to think very CLEARLY. I want to accomplish things! And i think for Me, Sobriety is Priority ONE! Have a Good Day Everybody. | 