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Originally Posted by Optimist4ever57
This made me feel like crap. I just posted an "I'm Back" and didn't find this helpful at all.
Rule of thumb: take what you find helpful and apply it and leave the rest. Harder to do than it sounds, but really know you are NOT in the minority here. I dont know how many times I failed, and honestly I learned something from each failed attempt. Now that doesnt mean go ahead and fail every time because your fall back plan is to learn from it lol. Just keep learning each time and apply something new each time because the last one didnt work.
Like I said, very few get it the first time. If we all got it the first time, this site would likely not be here.
Rule of thumb: take what you find helpful and apply it and leave the rest. Harder to do than it sounds, but really know you are NOT in the minority here. I dont know how many times I failed, and honestly I learned something from each failed attempt. Now that doesnt mean go ahead and fail every time because your fall back plan is to learn from it lol. Just keep learning each time and apply something new each time because the last one didnt work.
Rule of thumb: take what you find helpful and apply it and leave the rest. Harder to do than it sounds, but really know you are NOT in the minority here. I dont know how many times I failed, and honestly I learned something from each failed attempt. Now that doesnt mean go ahead and fail every time because your fall back plan is to learn from it lol. Just keep learning each time and apply something new each time because the last one didnt work.
Every journey is an individual one and there's no need for generalizations either. Most make so many failed attempts and there will always have to be room for another comeback. People relapse after decades too.
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Addiction is cyclical. That's part of what makes it addiction. I don't think going on a website is rock bottom. Actually I think it's the easiest and first thing to do when you suspect you have a problem.
Drugs are dangerous and change your brain. The only way to heal your brain is to be off of them for a long time. It really doesn't have much to do with your personality or who you are. The more humans learned to make drugs potent and 'pure', the more addicts were made. For any addict to escape their addiction, a major effort of life-altering proportions has to be made.
All that to say... this is just a website. I have only ever used it to remind myself how dangerous alcohol is. I often do not post for weeks or months. The only real progress can come from lifestyle and attitude change, and a willingness to endure initial cravings. Every time those cravings go away, we think it's safe to just have a little. And little by little we find ourselves where we started. That's why it's addiction and not just a phase.
I don't think you meant to be mean, but all the people feeling humiliated and trying to understand why they can't control themselves are not going to be helped by someone who is saying that's weak. They already feel weak.
Drugs are dangerous and change your brain. The only way to heal your brain is to be off of them for a long time. It really doesn't have much to do with your personality or who you are. The more humans learned to make drugs potent and 'pure', the more addicts were made. For any addict to escape their addiction, a major effort of life-altering proportions has to be made.
All that to say... this is just a website. I have only ever used it to remind myself how dangerous alcohol is. I often do not post for weeks or months. The only real progress can come from lifestyle and attitude change, and a willingness to endure initial cravings. Every time those cravings go away, we think it's safe to just have a little. And little by little we find ourselves where we started. That's why it's addiction and not just a phase.
I don't think you meant to be mean, but all the people feeling humiliated and trying to understand why they can't control themselves are not going to be helped by someone who is saying that's weak. They already feel weak.
Optimist, I can vouch for this, without hesitation - for myself and for many many others. Our Dee has an almost preternatural ability to sniff us out amid the busy threads.....and before you know it, there in your thread or somewhere after your post about returning - you see the name 'Dee74', and just know there's a welcome back waiting. Very uplifting.
There's sometimes an aside: 'got a plan happening?' / 'going to review your earlier plan?' No hassling, no stern admonishments, just a seemingly casual reminder that can cut through the inevitable post-relapse murk.
I usually sighed inwardly - 'oh no! not more ***** WORK!' - but of course, it's the most sensible, and indeed, practical advice, as I know now after several years of on / off / in / out.
There's sometimes an aside: 'got a plan happening?' / 'going to review your earlier plan?' No hassling, no stern admonishments, just a seemingly casual reminder that can cut through the inevitable post-relapse murk.
I usually sighed inwardly - 'oh no! not more ***** WORK!' - but of course, it's the most sensible, and indeed, practical advice, as I know now after several years of on / off / in / out.
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