For those tortured by PAWS (Post Acute Withdrawal Symptoms) and who fear they might go mad
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Join Date: Jul 2020
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I have definitely been feeling somewhat “dull” since I stopped taking the benzos, with that said I was able to get some sleep. At the moment I’ll take the dull feeling as opposed to the mania that I felt like I was experiencing without sleep for 2-3 days at a time. I never had an affinity for the downers so I’m not worried about getting addicted. My concern was just messing up the gaba healing that is going on
The worst withdrawals I can remember were mixing Xanax and booze. Don’t do it. I had a 6 month dry period 10 years ago and was miserable. Decided the only way to be happy was drink. It was good for awhile but quitting gets harder. I feel some of the paws is just worrying too much about health and relapse. You need to find other things to do to fill the time.
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Join Date: Jun 2020
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Hi all! Wow 4 days of almost feeling normal...and then obsession with breathing comes out for two straight days where I think I am going to have another panic attack- now back to the paws feelings again!! My God what an INSANE and demoralizing roller coaster. I actually cannot believe that this has coincided with what is happening in the world! I seem to JUST about ride it out with ad's but really need something extra. I've been on the ashwagandah which really helped for like four days - now it doesn't seem to be doing anything much. Has anyone here used 5htp to deal with the symptoms in recovery? Would you recommend it? Has anyone else felt like they were not breathing properly some times after being 8 months sober? This is sooooo exhausting on every level.
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Join Date: Apr 2020
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Hi all! Wow 4 days of almost feeling normal...and then obsession with breathing comes out for two straight days where I think I am going to have another panic attack- now back to the paws feelings again!! My God what an INSANE and demoralizing roller coaster. I actually cannot believe that this has coincided with what is happening in the world! I seem to JUST about ride it out with ad's but really need something extra. I've been on the ashwagandah which really helped for like four days - now it doesn't seem to be doing anything much. Has anyone here used 5htp to deal with the symptoms in recovery? Would you recommend it? Has anyone else felt like they were not breathing properly some times after being 8 months sober? This is sooooo exhausting on every level.
It comes in waves. I’m currently feeling crappy again.
My experience is the things that will really help you are. Find new activities to replace the drinking. Exercise, eat right. Try yoga or meditation. Clean your house. Help a neighbor. Elderly neighbors always need some help. Volunteer somewhere like a charity organization to help other people. Get outside and at least walk. Preferably in a park, beach or natural area.
Trying to taper off or use drugs to alleviate withdrawal symptoms might help in the beginning. Ultimately the key is to get healthy and active.
Trying to taper off or use drugs to alleviate withdrawal symptoms might help in the beginning. Ultimately the key is to get healthy and active.
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Join Date: Apr 2020
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My experience is the things that will really help you are. Find new activities to replace the drinking. Exercise, eat right. Try yoga or meditation. Clean your house. Help a neighbor. Elderly neighbors always need some help. Volunteer somewhere like a charity organization to help other people. Get outside and at least walk. Preferably in a park, beach or natural area.
Trying to taper off or use drugs to alleviate withdrawal symptoms might help in the beginning. Ultimately the key is to get healthy and active.
Trying to taper off or use drugs to alleviate withdrawal symptoms might help in the beginning. Ultimately the key is to get healthy and active.
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Join Date: Jun 2020
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Campral??????????
Hi again everyone, start of another rough week!! I've seen some people say acamprosate (CAMPRAL) is effective at eliminating paws. For one reason or another I seem to be able to find a great deal of positive reviews in it preventing cravings but not too much about PAWS itself. Apparently it works within a week by restoring the neurotransmitter balance, with minimal side effects - Don't understand why this has not got more exposure. If anyone has tried this, how beneficial was it? I really do not want to do antidepressants!
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Hi again everyone, start of another rough week!! I've seen some people say acamprosate (CAMPRAL) is effective at eliminating paws. For one reason or another I seem to be able to find a great deal of positive reviews in it preventing cravings but not too much about PAWS itself. Apparently it works within a week by restoring the neurotransmitter balance, with minimal side effects - Don't understand why this has not got more exposure. If anyone has tried this, how beneficial was it? I really do not want to do antidepressants!
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Join Date: Jul 2020
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Has anyone experienced a symptom where it feels like their diaphragm constantly seizes up? The best way I could describe it, is feeling like you have severe indigestion or a burp that won’t come out. Based off my research, and this was something I experienced initially, if the fight or flight system is put under so much stress it can cause involuntary dry heaving. When this symptom first started, that’s how it was for me last year. I would randomly be out and feel my stomach and throat were contracting to the point I was gagging. The severity has decreased but it’s still extremely uncomfortable. This year it feels like the burp feeling I previously described. I notice it the most when I am dehydrated or haven’t gotten a good night’s worth of rest (always).
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I have not. I’m a vet so I only have insurance through the VA and they’re response for everything is Anti-depressants. Seeing that this is a classic symptom, for most people is it something that usually subsides with time and abstinence?
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well I will try update you when I start taking it. I just got off my phone to my psychiatrist who gave me a wonderful lecture about there is no such thing as PAWS and it is not recognised by the medical community. You need to change your antidepressants. Luckily I kept him on the phone so long that he overran and so prescribed me Acamprosate just to get rid of me. I am not holding my breath despite the OP thumbs up. So far my PAWS cannot be reasoned with. It wants it’s pound of flesh for being an idiot. I would love to get in a time machine and start again.
I'm still anxious at times but 13 years out from my last drink I'm the least anxious I've ever been.
I do take an anti depressant for nerve pain and a beta blocker for blood pressure but I think the greatest healer has been time. so yeah things improve
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dude I am so glad you feel better. I am in the throws of a horrible PAWS wave. I convinced myself I was actually going to have to go to the mental hospital I felt so crazy. Reading your posts inspired me to keep going... thanks so much
Guys I’m glad to say, I think I’m about 90% better. I’m really so happy. I hope someone else can see how I’ve gone from “im literally losing my mind” to I feel good. I know this forum isn’t very active but I made a promise to come back and I’m doing it. That way people that are in a dark place can see the light ahead.
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dude I am so glad you feel better. I am in the throws of a horrible PAWS wave. I convinced myself I was actually going to have to go to the mental hospital I felt so crazy. Reading your posts inspired me to keep going... thanks so much
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Some facts that I've learned from my experience:
- people with anxiety disorder experience identical symptoms as those with paws;
- "paws" are commonly induced by a "bad trip" (panic attack);
- benzodiazepines help, ADs don't;
- it does end (for me after around 18 months).
My suggestion would be to wait it out with as healthy lifestyle as it can be. And don't mess with benzos if you don't want to experience what real hell is.
Psychiatrists are aware of this phenomenon but I believe they don't know exactly what it is (chicken-egg).
- people with anxiety disorder experience identical symptoms as those with paws;
- "paws" are commonly induced by a "bad trip" (panic attack);
- benzodiazepines help, ADs don't;
- it does end (for me after around 18 months).
My suggestion would be to wait it out with as healthy lifestyle as it can be. And don't mess with benzos if you don't want to experience what real hell is.
Psychiatrists are aware of this phenomenon but I believe they don't know exactly what it is (chicken-egg).
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Join Date: Apr 2020
Posts: 213
Some facts that I've learned from my experience:
- people with anxiety disorder experience identical symptoms as those with paws;
- "paws" are commonly induced by a "bad trip" (panic attack);
- benzodiazepines help, ADs don't;
- it does end (for me after around 18 months).
My suggestion would be to wait it out with as healthy lifestyle as it can be. And don't mess with benzos if you don't want to experience what real hell is.
Psychiatrists are aware of this phenomenon but I believe they don't know exactly what it is (chicken-egg).
- people with anxiety disorder experience identical symptoms as those with paws;
- "paws" are commonly induced by a "bad trip" (panic attack);
- benzodiazepines help, ADs don't;
- it does end (for me after around 18 months).
My suggestion would be to wait it out with as healthy lifestyle as it can be. And don't mess with benzos if you don't want to experience what real hell is.
Psychiatrists are aware of this phenomenon but I believe they don't know exactly what it is (chicken-egg).
i do take the occasional Valium when things get really horrible however. They do help me. But I try not to take them. I average once a month. 5mg.
How the hell is that even possible in the 21st century ??? Did people start drinking alcohol a few decades ago ? Can't those idiot doctors put you in the MRI machine or something like that and see that your brain is still recovering on the chemical level ? This stuff should be common knowledge for everybody , let alone " addiction specialists " .
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How the hell is that even possible in the 21st century ??? Did people start drinking alcohol a few decades ago ? Can't those idiot doctors put you in the MRI machine or something like that and see that your brain is still recovering on the chemical level ? This stuff should be common knowledge for everybody , let alone " addiction specialists " .
’With regards to alcohol withdrawals, they do not last that long, and acamprosate is only prescribed for maintenance of abstinence in alcohol dependence syndrome, so acamprosate is not indicate in your case.’
little does he know I brought a load from an online UK pharmacy today buahaha! They signed off the prescription Costs more though but if it helps who cares.
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