Acid reflux and alcohol abuse...
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Originally Posted by Unluckyatlife 
I have to see the Dr. Friday. Sorry to be gross but I have black bowels. I was sober over 1 week and fell off on whiskey. At this point, I hate my life. I have acid reflux so bad I can't breath. I have to get a endoscopy and at this point I'm hoping its cancer. At least then people would give me the compassion I never had.
Wanting to have cancer to get sympathy is paradoxical. You have cancer, so you are good?
When you do something good, very often people, especially parents, will be very reserved to show an appreciation. When you do something good you feel this inside you and you do not need sympathy from others.
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Originally Posted by Unluckyatlife
On one hand I want to stop but on the other hand I don't. I called an old aa buddy who has been off booze for over 2 years. He wants to pick me up for a meeting but I'm shaking like a leaf.
I know that this is not realistic for some people, but if a person can block off 7-10 days of their life to focus on nothing but themselves and getting through the shakes, upset stomach, insomnia, sweats etc....and when that process is complete, you never have to go through it again. Of course the obvious conclusion is that if you pick up, then you will inevitably have to go through that 7-10 period all over. Wish you the best.
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