Really bad blackout-possibly in danger
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I was talking with a sober friend yesterday and we were talking about people using excuses to get back into cigs, alcohol and/or weed. We were observing that the excuses are usually very lame but is there really such a thing as a good excuse? Also, it seems that the longer you stay sober, the less likely you are to succumb to excuses.
Also Maxx, we discussed weed specifically, since we live in a state where it's legal and we agreed that it really doesn't help with sobriety, it hurts because it stunts your growth. I personally quit drinking before I quit weed but it took being done with both to really fly. Fighting your demons instead of dodging them with drugs and alcohol is actually a liberating experience.
It's up to you to stay on the path.
Also Maxx, we discussed weed specifically, since we live in a state where it's legal and we agreed that it really doesn't help with sobriety, it hurts because it stunts your growth. I personally quit drinking before I quit weed but it took being done with both to really fly. Fighting your demons instead of dodging them with drugs and alcohol is actually a liberating experience.
It's up to you to stay on the path.
I don't know bout scared, but I just don't know how to. For example, I've played competitive hockey for many years. Every game I would drink fireball whiskey in the parking lot before playing. It gave me intense energy and I played well. Now that I can't drink hard alcohol anymore I don't have the passion to play - much like life. I've experimented with drinking beer before games but it makes me slow and out of breath. So as a result, my equipment is rotting away in the garage. I have no passion to play sober. I just can't. My point is...I've got other hobbies besides hockey but they all have revolved around drinking. When I was sober for the first time in my life I didn't do anything.. Besides worry about myself. I just don't wanna worry anymore. That's why I slip.
Passion for life is what's missing here, I've rediscovered my passion for life and the things I used to enjoy before my activities were ruled by drinking.
I'm not an athlete or a sporty person but I know plenty and of others that recommend a sober lifestyle, healthy eating, good sleep and the types of things you mentioned in an earlier post that you did when you were sober.
It's never to late to stop drinking... The only time is NOW.
Your last sentence and this whole paragraph sounds like an big excuse and others convey self-pity.
I hope I'm not being harsh, I don't know you but you sound just like I used to.
My best wishes for the strength to do what you need to for your life.
Keep on keeping on and NEVER give in
Driving my wagon of hope through beautiful views on my road to myself
Hanging in there,
Haven't drank anything today. I'm feeling real bad though. Above all,
Stomach is giving me warning signs - very Sore/tender and bloated feeling.
Thanks everyone for the comments. Cant do this alone.
Haven't drank anything today. I'm feeling real bad though. Above all,
Stomach is giving me warning signs - very Sore/tender and bloated feeling.
Thanks everyone for the comments. Cant do this alone.
We're here for you Max, so you don't have to do this alone.
Glad to hear you are staying with it Max. If you continue to have stomach issues see a doc, better to be safe than sorry.
Didn't sleep last night again cause it hurts still. Going to the hospital if its not good by midnight. I need to rest. It's not my pancreas though,I don't think, this is something different. No appetite, extreme dull bloating feeling around the whole stomach. Getting chills today, constipated. Can't get comfy.
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Hoping you are seeking medical assistance today Maxx,
Dr or hospital or even a nurse could really make a difference to the pain & discomfort you are experiencing.
I hope you can get this care for you in these early days... You ARE worth it!
Peace to you and all
Driving my wagon of hope through beautiful views on my road to myself
Dr or hospital or even a nurse could really make a difference to the pain & discomfort you are experiencing.
I hope you can get this care for you in these early days... You ARE worth it!
Peace to you and all
Driving my wagon of hope through beautiful views on my road to myself
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