Really bad blackout-possibly in danger
being in situations similar, i have no advise other than to call the number and talk. being in similar situations, i hope youve decided alcohol is the common denominator in your problems and decide to do something about it.
and dont take a few days off then,"phew! got away with it that time! ill drink and act differently next time so that doesnt happen."
because alcohol doesnt give a crap how an alcoholic thinks they will behave drunk. alcohol will chose the behavior.
and dont take a few days off then,"phew! got away with it that time! ill drink and act differently next time so that doesnt happen."
because alcohol doesnt give a crap how an alcoholic thinks they will behave drunk. alcohol will chose the behavior.
I might change the title of your post to bad blackout - DEFINITELY in danger.
My mouth got me in trouble more tha a few times and I felt threatened more than once.
But you know, I couldn't guarantee my behaviour when I drank. It wasn't just me that was at risk, it was everyone around me. I could have killed someone driving, I came within a hairs breadth of killing someone with a fire arm, I know one chap who accidentally killed his own son. A couple of others managed to burn their houses down. A drinking alcoholic isn't just a danger to himself.
My mouth got me in trouble more tha a few times and I felt threatened more than once.
But you know, I couldn't guarantee my behaviour when I drank. It wasn't just me that was at risk, it was everyone around me. I could have killed someone driving, I came within a hairs breadth of killing someone with a fire arm, I know one chap who accidentally killed his own son. A couple of others managed to burn their houses down. A drinking alcoholic isn't just a danger to himself.
I'm emotionally exhausted. I slept till late afternoon today. Didn't care to get up.was up for most of the night.I'm sitting beside boxes watching tv . She's moving out on Sunday. This is not how my life should be. Wasn't raised this way. Depressed doesn't even cover it.
I've made it too 10 months sober, than 6 after that. Everything is good when I don't drink. I even got my career going along with the money. I have a problem with having resentments towards people's thinking. I can barely watch tv. Commercials destroy me.
This is a great place to start regarding recovery plans Maxx
https://store.samhsa.gov/shin/conten...0/SMA-3720.pdf
https://store.samhsa.gov/shin/conten...0/SMA-3720.pdf
This is a great place to start regarding recovery plans Maxx
https://store.samhsa.gov/shin/conten...0/SMA-3720.pdf
https://store.samhsa.gov/shin/conten...0/SMA-3720.pdf
I relate to it allot.
I'm in over my head.
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I thought about stopping for years and I realized my drinking was causing problems. But until I was sick and tired of being sick and tired l wasn't going to stop
I called the aa hotline once in 1988 and again in 1991but it wasn't until March of 1993 that I actually attended a meeting.
I can identify with max in that he wants to do something about his drinking but on the other hand can't fathom quitting for good.
I called the aa hotline once in 1988 and again in 1991but it wasn't until March of 1993 that I actually attended a meeting.
I can identify with max in that he wants to do something about his drinking but on the other hand can't fathom quitting for good.
I found that going to meetings and eating well didn't work for me either. Then I realised that was only half the work, so I was only going to see half the results.
Thankfully, when I finally decided that I was 'enough' of an alcoholic, and I was desperate to ask someone to sponsor me, things started to change. I needed: meetings (with a service position), AND step work (working through stuff on my own and with my sponsor); daily prayer and meditation; and applying the steps work to my daily life and relationships.
Hope you feel better soon.
theres a good thing about ignorance: its only a lack of knowledge.
however, youre not completely ignorant. you know what doesnt work. if you want the same results in 6,10 months then do what ya did before.
if you want to stay sober for good with different,much better results, put in the footwork on changing you.
personally i think you should add getting a sponsor and working the program to that footwork on changing you. seems like ive seen it turn alot of lives around.
however, youre not completely ignorant. you know what doesnt work. if you want the same results in 6,10 months then do what ya did before.
if you want to stay sober for good with different,much better results, put in the footwork on changing you.
personally i think you should add getting a sponsor and working the program to that footwork on changing you. seems like ive seen it turn alot of lives around.
Maybe try that and put the focus instead on you and your recovery.
TV is just another distraction and keeps you negative.
Maxx, I really think you should listen to Dee and make a really strong plan this time.
Don't you have health issues which make it dangerous for you to drink even more than average?
Please take care of yourself and go all-in for recovery
Hi Maxx when I decided to get help I done what you done at first but it didn't work as I kept going back to drink in the 3 months it took for me to gain & maintain my sobriety
I had to face up to what I had become I had to seriously look at my life & where it was going
Maxx can I ask are you scared to be sober ?
I had to face up to what I had become I had to seriously look at my life & where it was going
Maxx can I ask are you scared to be sober ?
I'm emotionally exhausted. I slept till late afternoon today. Didn't care to get up.was up for most of the night.I'm sitting beside boxes watching tv . She's moving out on Sunday. This is not how my life should be. Wasn't raised this way. Depressed doesn't even cover it.
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