Diary of a Mad Cow, Part XV: "Is a Moo Dawn, Is a Moo Day, Is a Moo Life" ...kind of.
Woe is Moo.
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Diary of a Mad Cow, Part XV: "Is a Moo Dawn, Is a Moo Day, Is a Moo Life" ...kind of. Well here we is in Chapter Fifteen,
And so much is happen in between,
Day upon week upon year of stumbles,
Day upon week upon year of tumbles,
Tears and pain and rages of Cow,
Try to moves past it, but not know how!
Bunnies and bees and turtles, oh my!
Even wise Robot could no tell me “WHY?!”
But somewheres, somehow, bit by bit,
Progress was made –ain’t that the shht?!
Not bubbles and cakes and laughter and fun,
Just little bit better, here in my Cowdom.
And so much is happen in between,
Day upon week upon year of stumbles,
Day upon week upon year of tumbles,
Tears and pain and rages of Cow,
Try to moves past it, but not know how!
Bunnies and bees and turtles, oh my!
Even wise Robot could no tell me “WHY?!”
But somewheres, somehow, bit by bit,
Progress was made –ain’t that the shht?!
Not bubbles and cakes and laughter and fun,
Just little bit better, here in my Cowdom.
Woe is Moo.
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No get too excited, Lenina, it not like I shave my legs or anything!
Also, you avatar giving me nightmare! That hair not even work for Mrs. Munster.
PS. How is you going?
PPS. Puff! Where you been and how is you going?
Also, you avatar giving me nightmare! That hair not even work for Mrs. Munster.
PS. How is you going?
PPS. Puff! Where you been and how is you going?
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It's good to see you on a shiny new thread, dear. May you be full-flowing with the milk of sobriety, health, and prosperity, and may you enjoy for a long time the feel of warm sunshine and cooling breezes across the fine downy hairs of your udders.
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I'm around. I got behind in the thread and I was trying to peep in here and there but didn't have anything to add so I didn't jump in. When I get too far behind I have a hard time keeping track on who said what. And I get impatient with myself so I move on. I suck because my memory is so bad. Otherwise, I'm doing great. This week I have another treatment which will put me at 1 more to go!
Woe is Moo.
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Puff, my threads like a soap opera, you can miss whole month and nothing really happen, just jumps back in. Only 1 more treatment is great! You gonna celebrate?
Hi Sleepies. I was look in on your last thread and sorry you has so much anxiety. I hope you get relief. I keep have to restrain self from giving you advices, cuz, well, I got to stop giving people advices. I a solver, and sometime I get over-solvey.
Hi Sleepies. I was look in on your last thread and sorry you has so much anxiety. I hope you get relief. I keep have to restrain self from giving you advices, cuz, well, I got to stop giving people advices. I a solver, and sometime I get over-solvey.
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Thanks cow I don't mind, I still take the magnesium and did eat the diet food 
I have a quandary with the anxiety because of the way my brain is SSRI's are a no no and benzos are well for obvious reasons also a no no.
I feel bad, I know other people have worse troubles but I often feel very powerless and fearful.
I have a quandary with the anxiety because of the way my brain is SSRI's are a no no and benzos are well for obvious reasons also a no no.
I feel bad, I know other people have worse troubles but I often feel very powerless and fearful.
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Hi Sleepie!
Cow- my husband is turning 50 so I bought him a fishing trip which occurs the day after my last treatment. Therefore, my sister is coming into town and we are going to go up the coast and stay in a nice hotel near the beach. We are just going to chill. I have a thing for hotels and we rarely get to hang alone together without her kids. Also, another good friend may join us so it will be a nice girls weekend. Looking forward to it.
Cow- my husband is turning 50 so I bought him a fishing trip which occurs the day after my last treatment. Therefore, my sister is coming into town and we are going to go up the coast and stay in a nice hotel near the beach. We are just going to chill. I have a thing for hotels and we rarely get to hang alone together without her kids. Also, another good friend may join us so it will be a nice girls weekend. Looking forward to it.
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That sound great, Puff. I can sit on beach for hour upon hour. Looking at waves and sea bird, and sunlight glinting off watercrests like million tiny diamonds. Everybody else get bored, say "let DO something!" I like, we are DOING something. Jesus God. Go back to you texts and you Facebook already!
Thanks RTDB, what going with you?
Well I kind of do something good. I go to store and get blood orange gelato for sick neighbor. And I give him apples I pick from wild apple tree in forest near cabin.* He give me hug.
*Must be noted that I not really like the wild apple, and I has to go to store anyways. Truth is, I not really go out my way too much to help peoples. Not to point of my own inconvenience and discomforts. But I manipulate and arrange situation to make it look so, cuz I like reward of being seen as "nice" person. Should look into this.
AKA, need to get over self.
Thanks RTDB, what going with you?
Well I kind of do something good. I go to store and get blood orange gelato for sick neighbor. And I give him apples I pick from wild apple tree in forest near cabin.* He give me hug.
*Must be noted that I not really like the wild apple, and I has to go to store anyways. Truth is, I not really go out my way too much to help peoples. Not to point of my own inconvenience and discomforts. But I manipulate and arrange situation to make it look so, cuz I like reward of being seen as "nice" person. Should look into this.
AKA, need to get over self.
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Yes, Cow, it was so manipulative and transparently selfish of you to go to the store and buy blood red orange gelato for your sick neighbour and give him/her those apples you don't like but that he/she might love....hang on....I'm not making much sense now....did I just repeat what you were saying(?)
I do get what you're saying, I'm just sayin'....
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I do get what you're saying, I'm just sayin'....
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I get it Cow.... You are just a manipulative little piece of work who doesn't go out of her way to help anyone.
Although, I hear word on the street is that our dear little Cow is quite a softie with a big heart who likes to share her knowledge and help people...and can find peace and enjoyment watching the waves go in and out, in and out, and in and... Well, you get the point. I think sometimes the real beauty and comfort in life is found in the somewhat repetitive and mundane things that are right under our noses. There I go waxing all philosophical, and so early in the morning too; that's what a good night's sleep will do for you! ;-)
Although, I hear word on the street is that our dear little Cow is quite a softie with a big heart who likes to share her knowledge and help people...and can find peace and enjoyment watching the waves go in and out, in and out, and in and... Well, you get the point. I think sometimes the real beauty and comfort in life is found in the somewhat repetitive and mundane things that are right under our noses. There I go waxing all philosophical, and so early in the morning too; that's what a good night's sleep will do for you! ;-)
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