Poison
Now that my head is getting back to normal, or what resembles normal, I want to thank all for your support and kindness.
I was in treatment a few times early in my drinking career, but I was young and had other issues that went untreated. I learned all about AA and alcoholism, but it didn't apply to me. My drinking didn't hurt anyone else, or destroy my life. I didn't lose friends, family, jobs, homes, health. I didn't drink in the daytime. I didn't lose my kids, in fact it didn't affect them at all. It helped me feel better for a time. Hangovers were never longer than 1/2 a day. I could handle it.
Those days are long gone. I can never, ever drink again.
I was in treatment a few times early in my drinking career, but I was young and had other issues that went untreated. I learned all about AA and alcoholism, but it didn't apply to me. My drinking didn't hurt anyone else, or destroy my life. I didn't lose friends, family, jobs, homes, health. I didn't drink in the daytime. I didn't lose my kids, in fact it didn't affect them at all. It helped me feel better for a time. Hangovers were never longer than 1/2 a day. I could handle it.
Those days are long gone. I can never, ever drink again.
Alcohol really is Poison...Literally and Figuratively. Im trying to figure out why im attracted to it, or ever was? I never noticed too many good things at all about alcohol. The list of bad could go on for miles and miles. And a supposed good thing about alcohol is to catch a buzz and get drunk...yet too much makes me feel sick. I dont get it...
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