violetflame

My boyfriend and I broke up in April. I spent a horrible 2 months. Couldn't be home alone. Had to go stay at my mom's. Since then he has been playing with my head and I have been a full. We haven't seen eachother since we broke up. But I would always end up drinking and texting him. Now I am back home and the temptation to drink has been terrible. I drank last night. And I am afraid I am going to do it again tonight. Not even did I learn after fracturing my ankle while drunk. I feel so alone without my boyfriend. But I know he is not a good person. My daughter had moved out and she recently moved back in. She is the only thing stopping me from drinking because I don't want her to get home from work and see me drunk. Dear God please help me. I don't know what to do anymore. I am barely working I have all this free time on my hands but am too depressed to do anything positive like go to the gym. I need help. I am going back to the psychiatrist tomorrow see what he puts me on next since I am bipolar and not currently taking the right meds. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks

greens

I am sorry you're going through this violet flame
if you need to talk let me know
not sure what kind of support you need but we are here for you

Soberwolf

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violetflame

Thanks. I didn't give in to the craving. Ate 2 slices of pizza and had an ice cream instead. I feel better now I guess because I know at least tonight I am not going to drink

greens

Awesome news