Difficulty accepting a life without alcohol
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Join Date: May 2015
Location: Grand Rapids, MI
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I guess I really am just lying to myself saying I can do it. I mean, I have days the lie is easy. I have to realize there are days all I will want to do is have a beer, followed by a lot more beers.
I have to get in control. I have to be able to say NO. No is the hardest thing for me to say, with everything not just beer. I don't know, I'm worried if I just hide from beer, I'm not going to gain any control over it. If I hide from it and it comes back, I don't know if I can say no yet. I think I need to learn to say no. To be able to look at a beer and say "no thanks" to answer "what can I get you to drink?" with pop or some other completely unsatisfactory beverage
I have to get in control. I have to be able to say NO. No is the hardest thing for me to say, with everything not just beer. I don't know, I'm worried if I just hide from beer, I'm not going to gain any control over it. If I hide from it and it comes back, I don't know if I can say no yet. I think I need to learn to say no. To be able to look at a beer and say "no thanks" to answer "what can I get you to drink?" with pop or some other completely unsatisfactory beverage
One of the fanciest lies addiction will tell you is you have to be around booze to beat it. Thats BS.
Your opponent is not alcohol - it's alcoholism
I needed to change - I found that staying away from booze and boozers for a while was the best thing I could do to help that process of change.
Now I can go anywhere and do anything...but I had to build up my sober muscles first.
Noone lifts 300 lbs right off...you work up to it.
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Your opponent is not alcohol - it's alcoholism
I needed to change - I found that staying away from booze and boozers for a while was the best thing I could do to help that process of change.
Now I can go anywhere and do anything...but I had to build up my sober muscles first.
Noone lifts 300 lbs right off...you work up to it.
D
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Join Date: May 2015
Location: Grand Rapids, MI
Posts: 26
One of the fanciest lies addiction will tell you is you have to be around booze to beat it. Thats BS.
I needed to change - I found that staying away from booze and boozers for a while was the best thing I could do to help that process of change.
Now I can go anywhere and do anything...but I had to build up my sober muscles first.
Noone lifts 300 lbs right off...you work up to it.
D
I needed to change - I found that staying away from booze and boozers for a while was the best thing I could do to help that process of change.
Now I can go anywhere and do anything...but I had to build up my sober muscles first.
Noone lifts 300 lbs right off...you work up to it.
D
Looking back now a few months is a blip in time...I see the time as a great investment that's still paying off.
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Thankfully I have, I'm on Day 16 JB. I've had a couple of psychological wobbles which led to some stinking thinking but I have got through them with the mantra "this too shall pass" being a Godsend.
I am having a great sober day today so just enjoying the moment really as I appreciate that "this too shall pass" is equally applicable to feeling good.
I am having a great sober day today so just enjoying the moment really as I appreciate that "this too shall pass" is equally applicable to feeling good.
Thankfully I have, I'm on Day 16 JB. I've had a couple of psychological wobbles which led to some stinking thinking but I have got through them with the mantra "this too shall pass" being a Godsend.
I am having a great sober day today so just enjoying the moment really as I appreciate that "this too shall pass" is equally applicable to feeling good.
I am having a great sober day today so just enjoying the moment really as I appreciate that "this too shall pass" is equally applicable to feeling good.
But you're on to something, Rivelino. We are prone to overthink things and sometimes what we have to do is remind ourselves that, as you said, "this, too, shall pass."
Because it does. Congrats on reaching some good milestones and thank you for sharing your experience here. It is important for newcomers to get that insight not just from some of us who've been sober a while but those who are embarking on this wonderful, positive change in life.
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Join Date: Apr 2005
Location: Ojai,Ca
Posts: 44
This post was exactly what I needed to hear! I often feel like I'm not like my dad who drank everyday but the results are the same when I binge drink. I want so bad to control drinking like a normal drinker. Lately Friday or Saturdays are those days I have to be strong or I'll be that person I hate. I woke up this morning feeling great no regrets but last night I almost went out with my friends. I'm glad I stayed home but will I be able to do that next weekend or the weekend after that? Yes, one minute at a time. Thank you for your post.
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Location: Texas
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Thankfully I have, I'm on Day 16 JB. I've had a couple of psychological wobbles which led to some stinking thinking but I have got through them with the mantra "this too shall pass" being a Godsend.
I am having a great sober day today so just enjoying the moment really as I appreciate that "this too shall pass" is equally applicable to feeling good.
I am having a great sober day today so just enjoying the moment really as I appreciate that "this too shall pass" is equally applicable to feeling good.
I have had a great few days, feeling much fitter and healthier physically and mentally, eating well and practicing mindfulness reasonably effectively.
Strange thinking happened tonight as I reflected on how well I am feeling and then my thoughts moved swiftly on to wouldn't it be great to have a drink to make me feel even better!
The mind is just crazy, now that I am feeling great it is urging me to do something that makes me ill and feel terrible in every way on the premise that it will make me feel even better. What screwed up logic is that.
Thankfully I realised it was the AV, nothing more and I let it pass. Looking forward to waking up with another day's sobriety behind me.
Thanks for being here for me and though I have not been posting much the identification I get from reading others posts has been very helpful to me this past 3 weeks.
Strange thinking happened tonight as I reflected on how well I am feeling and then my thoughts moved swiftly on to wouldn't it be great to have a drink to make me feel even better!
The mind is just crazy, now that I am feeling great it is urging me to do something that makes me ill and feel terrible in every way on the premise that it will make me feel even better. What screwed up logic is that.
Thankfully I realised it was the AV, nothing more and I let it pass. Looking forward to waking up with another day's sobriety behind me.
Thanks for being here for me and though I have not been posting much the identification I get from reading others posts has been very helpful to me this past 3 weeks.
Today marks 1 calendar month of sobriety for me.
I need to remind myself how I felt then and not get complacent because I feel better now.
My plan has developed into 3 key points
1) Never ever pick up the first drink.
2) Mindfulness of living in the present only.
3) Gratitude for all the good things I still have in my life.
These 3 points and the wisdom and knowledge I gain from this site are leading me to a much better life, one where anxiety and depression are fleeting thoughts that I can deal with by recognising "this too shall pass".
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to share my thoughts.
I need to remind myself how I felt then and not get complacent because I feel better now.
My plan has developed into 3 key points
1) Never ever pick up the first drink.
2) Mindfulness of living in the present only.
3) Gratitude for all the good things I still have in my life.
These 3 points and the wisdom and knowledge I gain from this site are leading me to a much better life, one where anxiety and depression are fleeting thoughts that I can deal with by recognising "this too shall pass".
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to share my thoughts.
Today marks 1 calendar month of sobriety for me.
I need to remind myself how I felt then and not get complacent because I feel better now.
My plan has developed into 3 key points
1) Never ever pick up the first drink.
2) Mindfulness of living in the present only.
3) Gratitude for all the good things I still have in my life.
These 3 points and the wisdom and knowledge I gain from this site are leading me to a much better life, one where anxiety and depression are fleeting thoughts that I can deal with by recognising "this too shall pass".
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to share my thoughts.
I need to remind myself how I felt then and not get complacent because I feel better now.
My plan has developed into 3 key points
1) Never ever pick up the first drink.
2) Mindfulness of living in the present only.
3) Gratitude for all the good things I still have in my life.
These 3 points and the wisdom and knowledge I gain from this site are leading me to a much better life, one where anxiety and depression are fleeting thoughts that I can deal with by recognising "this too shall pass".
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to share my thoughts.
you are too right about complacency being a risk as well.
Congrats on your 30 days--you are doing great!
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Join Date: Jun 2015
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Drinking on antibuse makes you an alcoholic in my opinion you are taking medication to stop your drinking and you defy its purpose in order to get drunk, stop lying to yourself your an alcoholic with a drinking problem! Good luck
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Join Date: Jan 2011
Location: usa
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5 minutes
Have been sober 4 half years. anytime you want to drink say not for next 5 min I can do anything for 5 minutes. Then see how you feel.
Also blv in something bigger then yourself. For me it's my first son. If I drink I am letting him down. It gets easier every day some better then others.
Also blv in something bigger then yourself. For me it's my first son. If I drink I am letting him down. It gets easier every day some better then others.
Appreciate your honesty.
Thanks BW, I loved Rivelino as a player, what a left foot! I remember watching him train when I was a little boy at Hampden Park in Glasgow and was in total awe of watching the best international football team of all time.
Have been sober 4 half years. anytime you want to drink say not for next 5 min I can do anything for 5 minutes. Then see how you feel.
Also blv in something bigger then yourself. For me it's my first son. If I drink I am letting him down. It gets easier every day some better then others.
Also blv in something bigger then yourself. For me it's my first son. If I drink I am letting him down. It gets easier every day some better then others.
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