Pipedreamer

Sitting at lunch this evening day more than halfway down. It's been another rough one. All I can think about is drinking. I can taste it. I feel like day five, not day 45. I guess I should be thankful the last 3 days have been so good, but today, today hurts. I have had to use breathing exercises on multiple occasions to calm myself down. I have been late to two work meetings today because of my lack of focus and this is still within my first weeks. Not a good first impression. I need out of this fog. The PAWs is killing me.
Sorry to unload I just need to get it out there.

Bmac

gleefan

Pipe dreamer -

Great job using your tools to stay sober.

I found it challenging to keep my focus at work on Day 45. I found it took so much intellectual and physical strength to adjust to my new sober life. Support is vital and SR was a lifeline for me as I waded through the darkness and fog in the early days. The fog passes. You need to keep using your tools to see the amazing person that's underneath.

Soberwolf

(((Pipedreamer))) believe me when i say you are awesome