sleepie

Anxiety worse every day. Just like before I ever picked up. Walking ever day. Start trying to eat better. I wonder if I will feel better after so couple months. I don't feel hopeful or like I have a chance. I feel doomed even if I never drink again.

Para

I'm on the morning of day 5, and I hear ya....I'm having the anxiety
But I console myself with the fact that the anxiety would be 100x worse had this been the morning after a binge drink/blackout. And that is enough for me to move forward, nothing is worse than the life I was living, and if I don't drink, it can't ever get that bad.
You do have a chance and you're not doomed. I know exactly where you're coming from. It gets better, just hang in there.

Soberwolf

10 days is awesome Sleepie

biminiblue

Sleepie, you've started 219 threads since 2010 on this site. Almost every one of them is like this.

There is no magical fairy dust, man.

You just have to quit and stay quit. With time and counseling and maybe medication you will get over this. I don't know what you expect to hear that you haven't heard thousands of times before?

Stick with it.

sleepie

Yes I have struggled for a long time. Thank you I am still trying.

IOAA2

Hi.
Trying isn’t cutting it so I suggest adding more motivation like taking a lot of ACTION to become a sober person.

No one or any amount of reading can get one sober, we need to want to and start the work to become sober for ourselves.

BE WELL