Sobriety is destroying my marriage???
I am glad you have some renewed hope! It seems like the key in getting through a marriage with someone in recovery, is BOTH people being willing to recover, let go of blame, and putting themselves in eachothers shoes.
I've seen a few LOVELY "we made it" stories, and in all cases, both the alcoholic and non alcoholic spouse were in recovery, and then counseling. Hard work, but damn what an inspiration! Congrats on your sobriety BTW!
I've seen a few LOVELY "we made it" stories, and in all cases, both the alcoholic and non alcoholic spouse were in recovery, and then counseling. Hard work, but damn what an inspiration! Congrats on your sobriety BTW!
3 weeks sober today. I find myself not Having any interest in talking to my wife. If we didn't have a child together I'd leave her pronto. We been together since 18 and I'm 36 at this point. Not sure how it will end but I hope something happens. Formthe sake of the child .
I'm hoping it not just her, but the resentment over the years built up, and booze help me cope with it my own way, but now that I'm sober, I won't be taking any **** from her that I don't like. I felt neglect all this time, and now it shows in spades what I'm dealing with.
I'm hoping it not just her, but the resentment over the years built up, and booze help me cope with it my own way, but now that I'm sober, I won't be taking any **** from her that I don't like. I felt neglect all this time, and now it shows in spades what I'm dealing with.
I'm an old fashioned guy.
I hope you find that you still love your wife and that your marriage is worth saving.
It takes two partners to work on that tho.
Nothing was ever exclusively my ex-wives' fault, y'know?
yeah, my husband was sleeping with someone else by the time i had a month sober. it took 2 months after that for me to find a place to live, and it was a very, very difficult time.
my husband thought he wanted me to quit. but, when i finally got into recovery, he didn't like it one bit that the party was over for me permanently. his drinking buddy on all-day sessions - gone. few glasses of wine after a stressful day - sorry, no booze in the house please. he reacted by going out drinking til the early hours which he had never even done when i was still drinking! of course, i discovered later that he was with his new squeeze.
we're happily divorced now. funnily enough, whenever i talk to him he's keen to tell me about how he drinks at home alone now; he even said to me that our drinking had been heavy but 'fun'. ugh.
i am way, way happier now and i hope he is. i was awful to live with for our last 2 years together. he watched me drink away my job, then my daughter. he never knew what he was coming home to. i would disappear for days on end, holed up in a cheap hotel, drinking.
so yeah. it was tough times and we didn't make it. i couldn't have got sober in our house, with him. i've done it living alone in the end, for almost a year now. i don't think it sits very well with him but what the hey.
wow. that probably didn't help you much. i hope things are going ok.
my husband thought he wanted me to quit. but, when i finally got into recovery, he didn't like it one bit that the party was over for me permanently. his drinking buddy on all-day sessions - gone. few glasses of wine after a stressful day - sorry, no booze in the house please. he reacted by going out drinking til the early hours which he had never even done when i was still drinking! of course, i discovered later that he was with his new squeeze.
we're happily divorced now. funnily enough, whenever i talk to him he's keen to tell me about how he drinks at home alone now; he even said to me that our drinking had been heavy but 'fun'. ugh.
i am way, way happier now and i hope he is. i was awful to live with for our last 2 years together. he watched me drink away my job, then my daughter. he never knew what he was coming home to. i would disappear for days on end, holed up in a cheap hotel, drinking.
so yeah. it was tough times and we didn't make it. i couldn't have got sober in our house, with him. i've done it living alone in the end, for almost a year now. i don't think it sits very well with him but what the hey.
wow. that probably didn't help you much. i hope things are going ok.
yeah, my husband was sleeping with someone else by the time i had a month sober. it took 2 months after that for me to find a place to live, and it was a very, very difficult time.
my husband thought he wanted me to quit. but, when i finally got into recovery, he didn't like it one bit that the party was over for me permanently. his drinking buddy on all-day sessions - gone. few glasses of wine after a stressful day - sorry, no booze in the house please. he reacted by going out drinking til the early hours which he had never even done when i was still drinking! of course, i discovered later that he was with his new squeeze.
we're happily divorced now. funnily enough, whenever i talk to him he's keen to tell me about how he drinks at home alone now; he even said to me that our drinking had been heavy but 'fun'. ugh.
i am way, way happier now and i hope he is. i was awful to live with for our last 2 years together. he watched me drink away my job, then my daughter. he never knew what he was coming home to. i would disappear for days on end, holed up in a cheap hotel, drinking.
so yeah. it was tough times and we didn't make it. i couldn't have got sober in our house, with him. i've done it living alone in the end, for almost a year now. i don't think it sits very well with him but what the hey.
wow. that probably didn't help you much. i hope things are going ok.
my husband thought he wanted me to quit. but, when i finally got into recovery, he didn't like it one bit that the party was over for me permanently. his drinking buddy on all-day sessions - gone. few glasses of wine after a stressful day - sorry, no booze in the house please. he reacted by going out drinking til the early hours which he had never even done when i was still drinking! of course, i discovered later that he was with his new squeeze.
we're happily divorced now. funnily enough, whenever i talk to him he's keen to tell me about how he drinks at home alone now; he even said to me that our drinking had been heavy but 'fun'. ugh.
i am way, way happier now and i hope he is. i was awful to live with for our last 2 years together. he watched me drink away my job, then my daughter. he never knew what he was coming home to. i would disappear for days on end, holed up in a cheap hotel, drinking.
so yeah. it was tough times and we didn't make it. i couldn't have got sober in our house, with him. i've done it living alone in the end, for almost a year now. i don't think it sits very well with him but what the hey.
wow. that probably didn't help you much. i hope things are going ok.
What I most liked about your share is that regardless of how the marriage wound up, YOU ended up in tact.
I think I am starting to understand the roller coaster ride that this is, and whether we stay together or not (still hope we can), I want to have my head on straight just like you.
Thanks.
I appreciate this thread. As a codie, I find helping others is my drug. When I am no longer needed, I have to face my own emptiness and pain. It's like going through withdrawal. I may not consciously want you to drink, but I don't know what do do with this emptiness if I am not needed.
I appreciate this thread. As a codie, I find helping others is my drug. When I am no longer needed, I have to face my own emptiness and pain. It's like going through withdrawal. I may not consciously want you to drink, but I don't know what do do with this emptiness if I am not needed.
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you know what i learned in my drinking . im always under control of booze , people and specially my partner.
my partner never asked me to quit she was happy with the controllable me .
i always knew that i deserve better than her . but my drinking made me dependent on her like theres no body else . shes my ex now . and i knew that i have to sober up to find whats good for me . who i am .
my partner never asked me to quit she was happy with the controllable me .
i always knew that i deserve better than her . but my drinking made me dependent on her like theres no body else . shes my ex now . and i knew that i have to sober up to find whats good for me . who i am .
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Interesting posts in this thread.
I hope first and foremost you'll have respect for yourself and set your standards. It's definitely not okay for him to act like that. I hope too that you can have that talk without it turning into an argument, because I think "you have to treat me with respect if you want me to live with you" is a pretty straightforward premise, and doesn't have anything to do with your drinking history.
It's easy to predict that an argument will involve guilting you with what you did in the past, but you just have to clear that there's a difference between atoning for your past by living better today and being nicer today, and just taking abuse.
I hope first and foremost you'll have respect for yourself and set your standards. It's definitely not okay for him to act like that. I hope too that you can have that talk without it turning into an argument, because I think "you have to treat me with respect if you want me to live with you" is a pretty straightforward premise, and doesn't have anything to do with your drinking history.
It's easy to predict that an argument will involve guilting you with what you did in the past, but you just have to clear that there's a difference between atoning for your past by living better today and being nicer today, and just taking abuse.
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