alaina742

I'm going. Wish me luck. I cannot get through another day.

doggonecarl

Do what you have to do. Good luck.

SoberLeigh

Sending thoughts and offering prayers, alaina.

least

I hope for the best for you in your recovery.

Jupiters

good luck alaina, and good for you for knowing you need some help.
sending positive thoughts

silentrun

I hope they can give you some relief. Good luck.

waynetheking

Its the right decision. Your getting help. Were here for ya.

Dee74

Best wishes Alaina

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Bostonsportsfan

Good luck

oak

Good luck. I'm glad you're taking care of yourself.

alaina742

Thanks everyone. I'm here and I'm really anxious and depressed. I'm in the ER and probably will be there for a while.

At least 7 days will go by without me participating in my addiction. I haven't been able to do that on my own.

I'm dreading the part where I have to call everyone...work wise.

Swanee

Hang in there. You are doing the right thing. Good luck, we are pulling for you.

Hevyn

Alaina - I'm so glad you posted. We're with you.

alaina742

Being in a hospital is weird. It's the first time I've been in one since my dad died. Not a good feeling, hearing all these machines and all that...

EternalNow

It's a BIG step forward to seek help as you have done. Hold onto that truth and grow from there. You will be better soon.

alaina742

I hope the doctors are nice. I drove out here because I have a major problem with the doctor who goes to the hospital by my house. He accused me of lying and looking for an excuse when I told him I was too depressed to go to work. If he had actually listened and tried to help me...maybe we wouldn't be here.

It's really a shame, because I really liked his nurse practitioners and the hospital in general.

Taking5

Hang in there. They can really help you - I've been there. Just stay focused and remember we are here for you.

Hevyn

I've had that happen too - some doctors have little experience with alcoholism. I hope they treat you with kindness & understanding alaina.

alaina742

This is ridiculous. I'm in some crisis center. JUST SEND ME HOME AND LET ME DIE IF NO ONE CAN HELP ME. I honestly do not have the energy to try to convince one more person that I have a problem at this point.

thomas11

Hi Alaina742, good for you. I have great respect for you in that you have made a responsible decision. Wishing you the very best. Good days lie ahead.