a new life for me
 

So over the last 3 years I've had ups and downs in this roller coaster I call my life.

As I mentioned in a previous topic. I've been mentally ill for a while. I guess that's why I turned to alcohol. I'm being released in the morning. If I'm honest I'm really worried. I didn't drink last time I was released but I only lasted 2 days before I stabbed myself. (It was a good job but thankfully the police saved my life that day as they acted quickly).

I'm lying in bed and am worried I'm going to mess up. End up drinking. I'm really not sure what to do. I guess it's just nerves but a lot is riding on this. If I don't sort it out this time then my job which is currently hanging on a very thin thread will go. Then I will lose my house etc.

I really want and need to do it this time. I'm totally scared though. I could go and tell the nurses but I'm frightened they will say I can't go home tomorrow.

I need to go home as soon I will be on half sick pay at work and won't be able to pay bills. So I'm stuck

Boris, do they have community councillors that can keep in touch with you while you settle back into life?

Have you mentioned this to them Boris ?

Try to believe in yourself. Please look into aftercare.

If you haven't spoken to anyone about your concerns, please do, Boris.
what is the after care like?

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