Diary of a Mad Cow, Part XI: "Into the Mootrix"

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02-12-2015, 11:07 AM

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Cow

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Leshar, I so glad to hear of any relief for you. Maybe someday I shower too. ...But let no get ahead of our selfs, okay Lenina?!

02-12-2015, 03:11 PM

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Leshar

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Thanks, sweet Cow!

02-12-2015, 03:38 PM

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trachemys

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Good for both of you!

02-12-2015, 07:19 PM

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fini

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Leshar, very happy for you that "unrelenting" can relent a little bit.

02-12-2015, 07:27 PM

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strategery

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I've got you covered cow on the shower. It's good to see you back!!

02-12-2015, 07:43 PM

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Lenina

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^^^^^ now we're talking! It's getting real!

Love from Lenina

02-12-2015, 08:15 PM

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Ken33xx

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Quote:

Originally Posted by Cow

Friend tell AA sponsor about interaction she have with me that day. She genuine concern, but freak me out that friend is friend of my sponsor and they have conversation about me. Was well-meaning but still feel like uncomfortable breach of something.

Like with any group of people there`s gossip in AA. I learned fairly early to be careful about what I shared since there were often members in the same profession as myself at meetings.

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Originally Posted by Cow

The Myth of the Solution ....yes, totally. I actual just tell my sponsor tonight that I deeply contemplating whether all this stuff and such, the therapist, the case manager, the AA, the sponsor, the constant talking when is nothing new to say, is just all treading water, mental masturbations with no orgasm..."

Yeah, the circular reasoning sometimes heard at an AA meeting can be maddening: "Where is the hoe?" "Next to the rake." "Where is the rake?" "Next to the hoe." "Where are the rake and the hoe?" Next to each other.

02-13-2015, 08:30 AM

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Hawkeye13

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I think you are ready to do this too Cow.
I don't detect BS, but perhaps readiness to just do it.
I'm rooting for you, as always

Leshar, I've been thinking about you lately and am very glad to
see your post, and to hear things are getting better and see you getting some relief
How's your little bird?

Let's all stick close together for this next effort, shall we?

02-13-2015, 11:07 AM

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Cow

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Yes, Hawk, I ready ...and/or, I simply not has any choices left. Today is the last day of the rest of my life.

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02-13-2015, 12:02 PM

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Leshar

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Thank you, fini, it feels really good to be able to do normal things and be able to help friends who helped me when I was really sick and in hospital.
Thank you too, Hawkeye, for kindly thinking of me. My little bird is in fine fettle. He's happy to have me home.

Cow, please don't say that, you are worrying me...

02-13-2015, 01:05 PM

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Cow

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No to worries Leshar, all I meaning is today is quittin' time. Appropriate that is Friday 13th that long, barbaric, merciless horror show is final coming to an end. Tomorrow 2/14 gonna be first day of (long, barbaric, merciless) rest of my life.