one more time - i am going to try
one more time - i am going to try
quit posting a year ago because I just couldn't get any more than a couple of weeks sober and I just got tired of trying, tired of disappointing myself. and felt embarrassed when I had to say once again that I drank.
I wish I knew why this was so hard to do, stay sober. I think facing the fact that I am alcoholic just continues to make me feel ashamed and embarrassed. It makes me feel envious of normal people.
but I am trying to look at things in a different way if I can.
I do feel very glad to have SR and I thank you all for your support and sharing.
I want to make a fresh start with a fresh approach to sobriety
I wish I knew why this was so hard to do, stay sober. I think facing the fact that I am alcoholic just continues to make me feel ashamed and embarrassed. It makes me feel envious of normal people.
but I am trying to look at things in a different way if I can.
I do feel very glad to have SR and I thank you all for your support and sharing.
I want to make a fresh start with a fresh approach to sobriety
really good for you SB, and we can trudge this road together
you know Dee I am trying to figure out what I can do different, I have tried AA in the past and I may try it again, although I didn't like it all that much before. I do need more support.
I am committed to making posts here in the alcoholism forum and being honest with myself as best I can
last drink November 12, 2014
you know Dee I am trying to figure out what I can do different, I have tried AA in the past and I may try it again, although I didn't like it all that much before. I do need more support.
I am committed to making posts here in the alcoholism forum and being honest with myself as best I can
last drink November 12, 2014
When you tried AA in the past, did you get a sponsor and try working through the steps?
Did you read the book called Living Sober?
That book helped me to get started when I couldn't understand the Big Book.
My mind was still quite fuzzy; even a couple of months after putting down my last drink.
Did you read the book called Living Sober?
That book helped me to get started when I couldn't understand the Big Book.
My mind was still quite fuzzy; even a couple of months after putting down my last drink.
I'm glad ya made it back. One thing that bothers me a wee bit when people want to get sober or are coming back from a road trip is reading about "trying." it seems that those that just "try" something to get sober don't do very well. Those that. "do" seem to get and stay sober.
I hear you TomSteve. You may be onto something.
I AM going to stay sober feels very strange to say. I just don't have that much security I guess.
But I am here and in about 3 hours I will have one day without a drink.....that makes me feel good. Babysteps
I AM going to stay sober feels very strange to say. I just don't have that much security I guess.
But I am here and in about 3 hours I will have one day without a drink.....that makes me feel good. Babysteps
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As long as you don't have withdrawls that are dangerous just stop drinking.
I was walking through a health store and told this girl who worked there there that as much as i come in here you'd think I'd be really healthy! But I drink too much I told her. She said, "oh that's easy to fix.. just stop drinking. "
The way she said it was so innocent and so so very true. Some people go into that store and shop for herbs and vitamins and food to cure body ailments. But my ailment is I pour beer down my throat. Diagnosis? Stop pouring beer down throat < ---
So hopefully this helps you as it does for me. The cure is simple; Stop drinking alcohol.
It really is that black and white IF you don't have to be in the care of a doctor. I know some people have binge drank so long it could be dangerous when stopping.
I was walking through a health store and told this girl who worked there there that as much as i come in here you'd think I'd be really healthy! But I drink too much I told her. She said, "oh that's easy to fix.. just stop drinking. "
The way she said it was so innocent and so so very true. Some people go into that store and shop for herbs and vitamins and food to cure body ailments. But my ailment is I pour beer down my throat. Diagnosis? Stop pouring beer down throat < ---
So hopefully this helps you as it does for me. The cure is simple; Stop drinking alcohol.
It really is that black and white IF you don't have to be in the care of a doctor. I know some people have binge drank so long it could be dangerous when stopping.
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It took me a long time to decide to stop again and i think you are there too. Make it happen as they say.
Wake up and no drinks and take the day as it is given. And the next and next and so forth.
Soon enough your life will change for the better.
buyingisbad,
yes, I can relate to being my own worst enemy. I have overcome much of that in my life, but not with alcohol. I will work to maintain my sobriety and allow myself to see what good will come of it, LIKE STAYING ALIVE....and other good things.
does anyone really understand alcoholism?
and thank you for sharing.
yes, I can relate to being my own worst enemy. I have overcome much of that in my life, but not with alcohol. I will work to maintain my sobriety and allow myself to see what good will come of it, LIKE STAYING ALIVE....and other good things.
does anyone really understand alcoholism?
and thank you for sharing.
I totally relate to just getting sick of the routine. For me, I had to leave 'I hope I can' behind and get a little pissed- f-that, I'm NOT f-ing drinking, period, no question, no doubt. It took some work, but wham I started from a place of absolute, emphatic refusal, things like books and methods started working.
onward!
onward!
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