ESD907

Haennie...You post makes a lot of sense. But going to rehab, is like asking me to run for pres. iTS impossible right now. I've created this life and I have to see it thru. I'll continue to read and do my best. iTS all I have now. But thanks for the support and to LEBRONCAVS...I'm with you.

ru12

ES, I read in your other thread how you valued the little things, like your lemonade. For many years I missed all the little things because my drinking stole them. I don't think there is anything I can say to wake you up to the disaster of your present life, but I care enough to try... So here it goes. Your kids are only this young once. Keep drinking and you will miss it. The only life you have is right now in this present moment. You get to decide if you are going to be present for it or spend it drunk. Alcohol will never stop taking things from you until you make the decision to stop drinking it. And I know that you CAN make the decision to stop, I did and I suck at self control. Drinking just isn't an option for me now. I'd rather die than drink again because my life wouldn't be worth living if I were a drunk again.