8 days sober - pains
8 days sober - pains
Had a really hard weekend, spending most of Saturday and Sunday craving a drink. I didn't pick up but it was very difficult. The initial symptoms have passed but today I feel like I have been hit by a train :-( My body aches all over. Anyone had this?
Hi lifereturning
I think it's very common for people to get aches and pain or minor illnesses - we put our mind and bodies through a lot, some of us for years. It takes a little time to recuperate
Have you tried hanging around on SR on the weekend? There's always a lot of support and good ideas here
D
I think it's very common for people to get aches and pain or minor illnesses - we put our mind and bodies through a lot, some of us for years. It takes a little time to recuperate
Have you tried hanging around on SR on the weekend? There's always a lot of support and good ideas here
D
Thank you all for the replies. It is a mixed bag today. The more I am able to to feel 'normal' the more I am am upset with myself for letting alcohol mess up my life, and not for the first time.
I remember now, the anxiety, restless legs, heavy chest, shallow breathing et al and the worry. Then stopping drinking and watching it all slowly fade away. I am back here again after the first scare was around 8/9 years ago. I thought I was losing my mind.
I recovered, got well, stopped drinking for a month. My mind and body levelled out and balance was restored. At this point I was sure it was outside factors and not the alcohol. Moderated out of fear until I forgot it ever happened.
Go forward 3/4 years. It happened again. Drinking returned to higher levels than before. Stress, fatigue, mental instability. This time I stop drinking for a year and everything improved again. Content, happy.
Year of drinking over, I continue to drink again on an almost daily basis until earlier this year. Now I am making concerted in-roads to stop. After getting to 60 days earlier this year (Admittedly by locking myself in), I let myself get led astray. After one or two drinking day sessions over the space of 2 or 3 weeks, I cannot stop going the shop in the week, drinking - but the anxiety took over so quickly this time - it has been scary and I had constant thoughts I was going to die. Anxiety, paranoia and an inability to focus. Horrible.
I remember now, the anxiety, restless legs, heavy chest, shallow breathing et al and the worry. Then stopping drinking and watching it all slowly fade away. I am back here again after the first scare was around 8/9 years ago. I thought I was losing my mind.
I recovered, got well, stopped drinking for a month. My mind and body levelled out and balance was restored. At this point I was sure it was outside factors and not the alcohol. Moderated out of fear until I forgot it ever happened.
Go forward 3/4 years. It happened again. Drinking returned to higher levels than before. Stress, fatigue, mental instability. This time I stop drinking for a year and everything improved again. Content, happy.
Year of drinking over, I continue to drink again on an almost daily basis until earlier this year. Now I am making concerted in-roads to stop. After getting to 60 days earlier this year (Admittedly by locking myself in), I let myself get led astray. After one or two drinking day sessions over the space of 2 or 3 weeks, I cannot stop going the shop in the week, drinking - but the anxiety took over so quickly this time - it has been scary and I had constant thoughts I was going to die. Anxiety, paranoia and an inability to focus. Horrible.
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