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Old 07-12-2014, 07:34 PM
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Originally Posted by CaptainWhip View Post
I need to stay sober to complete my tasks. They are important and affect my life. I have to keep telling myself that.
As was mentioned at the beginning of this thread: Why not go to an AA meeting?

If nothing else it will give you a place to go where no one is drinking.

You don't need to explain yourself or why you continue to drink.

Just go to a few meetings, sit down and listen to others talk about their alcoholism.
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Old 07-12-2014, 07:45 PM
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Please heed the rules.

It is also our policy not to allow threads that are purely to announce that you are unhappy here and "leaving the site'" or to post threads discussing why someone left or was banned. Such posts often detract from our purpose of providing support in recovery. Posts of this nature may be removed and continued posting of this nature could jeopardize your membership. If you wish to “leave” SR or just take a break from the site you are welcome to notify your friends via the Private Message feature.
PMs are great for non public discussions.

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Sorry, i just replied to a question in an honest non judgemental way. It wasn't a thread just a single post.
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Old 07-12-2014, 07:47 PM
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I just made some good progress talking to my friend over the phone. We are both in agreement we need help. We are going to get these therapy sessions and then we can change our doctors.
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Old 07-22-2014, 05:00 PM
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I'm struggling right now. Had some good therapy sessions. The guy suggested tapering down would be the best option for me and staying away from the benzos. We're going to make a proper tapering down plan on Monday. I've been tapering down myself last 2 days. Had less yesterday and am going to have less today. Been off the benzos when drinking as well.

But right now I'm feeling really edgy. Had two cans of 9% strong beer so far. 2 cans left. I'm really craving the benzos though. They out of sight but I just want to open that draw and down a few. It would really relax me. But I'd be letting myself and my therapist down. Please convince me not to do it.
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Old 07-22-2014, 05:08 PM
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By all accounts, benzo withdrawal is not fun. Couple that with alcohol withdrawal and I think you can expect not to feel great for a while, Captain.

It's rough but that's early recovery. You're not alone tho - tons of support here

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Old 07-22-2014, 05:14 PM
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OK I really need to talk to someone so I'm going to look for online chat rooms for recovery (if there even are any).
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Old 07-22-2014, 05:15 PM
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I'm sure there are lots. Google is your friend.

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Old 07-22-2014, 05:19 PM
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There is a chatroom here on SR?!!
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Old 07-22-2014, 05:23 PM
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There is a chatroom here on SR?!!
The OP lost chat privileges here.
I'm not breaking confidences - it's been mentioned by the OP in other threads.

Bans are not a suitable topic for this or any other thread here, so it's best we move on

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Old 07-22-2014, 05:30 PM
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Google is definitely your friend then, there is an abundance of chat rooms out there covering all manner of topics and subjects!!

You should be able to find something to get you through!!
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Old 07-22-2014, 06:28 PM
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Been on some other chats, been helpful. Benzos now sitting next to me though because I know I'm going to run out of drink soon.
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Old 07-22-2014, 09:14 PM
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Never mind, took the benzos. I need to sleep now.
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