Ultimatum or a boundary
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I have been on both sides here. Except well, I'm a recovering alcoholic. At this time in my life I don't wish for people to drink around me or bring alcohol around me. But like said I don't control or wish to control other people. So I figure like if someone wants to be with me they can accept that I am glad to hang out, but don't get drunk and don't bring booze around me. I can't ask someone to not drink period which it sounds like she did with you. A little controlling but maybe that's what she has to do for herself. But I mean I've also blatantly not given a damn when ladies have asked me not to drink in the past too.
I left her with an analogy. I said alcohol is like a campfire. My whole life I've reclined in my chair, roasted some marshmallows , chatted and laughed with friends around it, and even kept warm. Her experience was that as she approached the same campfire, she tripped and fell into it and was burned head to toe. Sent to the burn unit near death. Recovered but forever damaged by it. I understand that you would never want to get near another campfire for fear of tripping into it again. I however only know warming my hands and eating s'mores. We see the same thing but have infinitely different responses. I respect her fear. It's real, I get it. But because of your fear, don't take my campfire from me. I say this humbly because anyone can trip and fall in the same campfire, that is always a potential. One must walk carefully and deliberately around the campfire with that potential in mind.
What I have learned in my own relationships is whether the terms set by either party are rational or irrational is irrelevant. They are still the terms. If either party finds s/he can't live with those terms, and no compromise can be reached, there is little alternative but to part ways.
I agree with this. Also, I am married to a drinker, that drinks every night. If I were not married, I would never even date a drinker. I will stick with my husband because I was the deal breaker. We both drank when we married, but I would sure love it if he would quit. If you want to drink, you should, just don't be with someone that wants a non drinker. It is better to know now then after you are married. Good luck to you.
I agree with this. Also, I am married to a drinker, that drinks every night. If I were not married, I would never even date a drinker. I will stick with my husband because I was the deal breaker. We both drank when we married, but I would sure love it if he would quit. If you want to drink, you should, just don't be with someone that wants a non drinker. It is better to know now then after you are married. Good luck to you.
I think that's where the big sigh of relief comes in!
I'm sorry your having problems with your relationship ending and wish you all the best. I do think you were just starting to see problems arising and her negotiation stratergy seems to indicate that perhaps in other areas in your life might have come under the same dictat.
Just because you are justified in feeling wronged doesn't make the relationship right or force her to reconsider.
John.
I'm sorry your having problems with your relationship ending and wish you all the best. I do think you were just starting to see problems arising and her negotiation stratergy seems to indicate that perhaps in other areas in your life might have come under the same dictat.
Just because you are justified in feeling wronged doesn't make the relationship right or force her to reconsider.
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She's afraid. Afraid for her own sobriety and/or afraid you're an alcoholic.
I don't know which, maybe both.
We can only control ourselves, not other people.
For you that means making sure you're not stretching the truth about your own drinking.
It means accepting her boundary, whether "fair" or not.
I will say however that any alcoholic who works the 12 steps can go anywhere liquor is served as long as they are spiritually fit. If she hasn't done that work maybe she needs time to do that. If she has, she would be able to considerately voice her concerns about herself to you.
I'm sorry you are both at a crossroads here but have faith that things always work out as they should.
God bless and thanks for trusting us with your situation.
She's afraid. Afraid for her own sobriety and/or afraid you're an alcoholic.
I don't know which, maybe both.
We can only control ourselves, not other people.
For you that means making sure you're not stretching the truth about your own drinking.
It means accepting her boundary, whether "fair" or not.
I will say however that any alcoholic who works the 12 steps can go anywhere liquor is served as long as they are spiritually fit. If she hasn't done that work maybe she needs time to do that. If she has, she would be able to considerately voice her concerns about herself to you.
I'm sorry you are both at a crossroads here but have faith that things always work out as they should.
God bless and thanks for trusting us with your situation.
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I left her with an analogy. I said alcohol is like a campfire. My whole life I've reclined in my chair, roasted some marshmallows , chatted and laughed with friends around it, and even kept warm. Her experience was that as she approached the same campfire, she tripped and fell into it and was burned head to toe. Sent to the burn unit near death. Recovered but forever damaged by it. I understand that you would never want to get near another campfire for fear of tripping into it again. I however only know warming my hands and eating s'mores. We see the same thing but have infinitely different responses. I respect her fear. It's real, I get it. But because of your fear, don't take my campfire from me. I say this humbly because anyone can trip and fall in the same campfire, that is always a potential. One must walk carefully and deliberately around the campfire with that potential in mind.
I'm suddenly feeling overly protective of my love of campfires perhaps.
With respect to your OP, I'm with Gracie Lou and would also concur that is a mixture of both fear and control.
I can understand her desire for it not to be in the house or if you could refrain whilst with her...but 500 miles away having a beer is a bit much.
I am far to early in sobriety (and early out of relationship) to consider what I will need from my partner..
But more and more I THINK I am leaning towards a partner who either doesn't drink at all or cares so little about it (like a good friend of mine who married an addict in recovery) she gave it up all together to support him. Although I do think if she was away with some gal pals she would likely have a one glass of wine or pina colada or mimosa..she doesn't care either way really. She's pretty non plussed bout whether she does or doesn't.
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Sometimes I think had she approached me with a different means things may have been different. For instance if she said "I'm scared when you drink. It brings up pain in me. Please for me and our love and future dump it". My heart would have melted. Instead the ultimatum caused me to go right into defense mode. Now here's the irony. I've already greatly slowed down my consumption and am beginning to lose my desire. Maybe because all that has happened and losing her. Strange but true.
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Sometimes I think had she approached me with a different means things may have been different. For instance if she said "I'm scared when you drink. It brings up pain in me. Please for me and our love and future dump it". My heart would have melted. Instead the ultimatum caused me to go right into defense mode. Now here's the irony. I've already greatly slowed down my consumption and am beginning to lose my desire. Maybe because all that has happened and losing her. Strange but true.
Those of us battling addictions...sometimes have a real tough time with that. It's what we have to learn. And as we learn to take care of ourselves...it's a lot easier to show exactly who we are...fears and all.
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Well that's the sad part. She immediately lost trust. I don't really understand but I guess defying her wishes and sleeping with her demon instantly turned her love for me cold. It's done. I guess I just think of who I am, how loyal, how kind, etc I am. I mean crap! I've never cheated on a girlfriend, treated like crap, etc. a couple damn beers and I became a devil. I'm not getting her back, but my poor brain just can't make sense of it. I think for her it was def fear. She was more fragile than I realized.
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Whether it was irrational or not, she drew a line and told you the concequences of crossing over that line. You did it because you thought it was irrational and probably thought she wouldn't go through with the consequence that she set, but she did. I will never understand the choices and actions alcoholics make but that seems to be the nature of the disease. For her, it was important for whatever reason, I think that's all that matters. She is taking care of herself and putting what she finds she can live with or not. That's just what I think.
Sorry you are going through such a hard time.
Sorry you are going through such a hard time.
My husband is a normie and drinks beer and vodka at home. I have to live in the real world, and this world includes people who drink alcohol. In my opinion, that level of control is not part of a healthy recovery. If she wants a non drinker for a partner, fine. But i don't think it was fair to institute this rule mid-relationship.
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I'm in the minority because, IMO, if drinking is not a big deal for you yet abstinence is so important to her, I don't see why you weren't willing to give it up completely? Unless it's just a control thing on both parts?
Your "right to drink" is clearly pretty important to you and incompatible with her needs at this time. Her desire for a sober relationship is obviously incompatible with your needs at this time. Call it an ultimatum or a boundary, but it sounds like it was for the best.
Your "right to drink" is clearly pretty important to you and incompatible with her needs at this time. Her desire for a sober relationship is obviously incompatible with your needs at this time. Call it an ultimatum or a boundary, but it sounds like it was for the best.
I think most alcoholics accept that they can't control whether others drink around them. I live alone, but I wouldn't want anyone to leave my favourite wine in the fridge as it would be too tempting. Having said that, I've had people here for dinner drinking, and I accept that as long as they don't leave any behind.
What anyone does (within reason) away from me is none of my business. Your GF was way too extreme, but remember long term alcoholism can damage our brains. She was trying to protect herself in an inappropriate way, but she may have had no choice in her own mind.
FWIW, I think you made the right decision, and I'm really sorry it's caused you so much heart-ache. Try not to blame her, but also understand that you had to protect your own integrity too.
What anyone does (within reason) away from me is none of my business. Your GF was way too extreme, but remember long term alcoholism can damage our brains. She was trying to protect herself in an inappropriate way, but she may have had no choice in her own mind.
FWIW, I think you made the right decision, and I'm really sorry it's caused you so much heart-ache. Try not to blame her, but also understand that you had to protect your own integrity too.
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