jessie65

Just thought I should confess to you all that I drank last night.

It makes no sense actually because I rarely drank on Mondays, the weekends were my challenging times. I just wanted to, that's all I have, and I didn't think it through enough. I had only 4 drinks but still woke up with a headache and full of despair.

I'm feeling pretty down today but I'm going to get right back to it. I have no desire to drink now, seems I need my fix and then I'm good for a bit. A vicious horrible cycle. And I really thought I had it that time. So very tired of the struggle.

Thank-you all for being here, I should have came here for support before I picked up.

least

Yes, next time you get a craving, come here and post instead of drinking. Much safer.

Dee74

Welcome back Jessie

Take the lesson you can from this and use them to bolster your recovery - what could you do differently etc

You can do this

Cow

Yes, you should feel really really ashame, cuz nobody here ever done that.

I sure your big fat alcoholic brain was like, "Hey, she expecting us on the weekend, so let storm the castle on Monday!!" It very tricksy like that.

I agree to come here or calls somebody next time. What should we say to you, is you needing the tough love, or the gentle hoof?

PurpleKnight

Not to worry jessie!! Go at it again!!