Wife moved out today .........
You've said that dozens of times over the last few months. You have also said:
...dozens of times over the last few months. When are you going to see Einstein's definition of insanity:
"Doing the same thing over and over again - expecting different results."
I did slip up and drink beer.
"Doing the same thing over and over again - expecting different results."
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I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma.
Hopefully you will be surrounded by support of family and friends to help you through this.
My grandmother was the first person to die in my family. I was devastated for a long time.
Please take good care of yourself, Karate.
Hopefully you will be surrounded by support of family and friends to help you through this.
My grandmother was the first person to die in my family. I was devastated for a long time.
Please take good care of yourself, Karate.
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Originally Posted by karate
My mother called ,Grandmother has 24-48 hours to live .
It just keeps cranking down on me .
It just keeps cranking down on me .
I don't think anyone will fault you for slipping up a day in the face of TWO back-to-back traumatic experiences in such a short period of time........... just be careful here, 7 am to 10 pm? that's a long time to be drinking.
With regards to the whole lawyer thing, im going to disagree with some other posters here............ you should always always ALWAYS consult with an attorney as soon as possible when faced with any impending legal battle. It's just not smart to wait around while the other side gets the head start on you, it's simply not good strategy. Is it a good idea to detox from XYZ substance without some sort of medical supervision?? Exactly. So why would court stuff be any different? Be smart, be pro-active, protect yourself
Try to take it easy, a divorce and a death in the family in the span of a few days? that's rough man...........
be well
It was on Sunday. What changed between then and now?
You need help on this one Karate, plain and simple. Buying a dirt bike or "working hard" isn't going to cut it this time. The tough guy attitude only goes so far, and at some point you need to realize your limitations. You have said in the past that you have a wonderful home group and that you are invited to speak at the meetings - call some numbers today. Go to a meeting today. Call your doctor today and make sure he knows about all thats' going on - seeing a counselor might help.
When times are the toughest the strongest thing you can do is ask for help - i hope you do.
You need help on this one Karate, plain and simple. Buying a dirt bike or "working hard" isn't going to cut it this time. The tough guy attitude only goes so far, and at some point you need to realize your limitations. You have said in the past that you have a wonderful home group and that you are invited to speak at the meetings - call some numbers today. Go to a meeting today. Call your doctor today and make sure he knows about all thats' going on - seeing a counselor might help.
When times are the toughest the strongest thing you can do is ask for help - i hope you do.
Im going to look at a street bike tomorrow , Been drinking plenty of high calorie protein shakes with olive oil in them ,To not lose muscle . Appetite has been very low .
I found some very high calorie shakes ,I need to keep them going until I get my appetite back ,The Zoloft should relive that soon .
As expected I got a handful of pills to use as I see fit . Doc never worries about me abusing my Xanax ,because I take so few .
Im going to make it ,that's for sure .
I did slip up and drink beer , as a matter of fact .I drank yesterday from 7 am to 10 pm .
Already quit that foolishness .
I found some very high calorie shakes ,I need to keep them going until I get my appetite back ,The Zoloft should relive that soon .
As expected I got a handful of pills to use as I see fit . Doc never worries about me abusing my Xanax ,because I take so few .
Im going to make it ,that's for sure .
I did slip up and drink beer , as a matter of fact .I drank yesterday from 7 am to 10 pm .
Already quit that foolishness .
I'm very sorry for your loss Karate.
The tendency is to numb grief - don't do that.
Grief and sadness are natural reactions to tragedy - let yourself feel - that's the way we process things, make sense of them, make peace with them and move forward.
There's absolutely no reason for you to deal with this alone.
Reach out and find support or ask for help.
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The tendency is to numb grief - don't do that.
Grief and sadness are natural reactions to tragedy - let yourself feel - that's the way we process things, make sense of them, make peace with them and move forward.
Cant take very many more punches to the gut .
Reach out and find support or ask for help.
D
Is very hard to see bigger perspective right now, Karate. For you grandmama, was time to pass. It not in you control that you no make it there in time. My momma die in the 30 second I leave room to get something. I sure you grandmama never wish for you to feel "punch in gut" over this, yes? Mourn her, and keeps her close to you heart. My thoughts is with you.
Very, very sorry Karate. Seek out grief support and, of course, lean on us.
I spent thousands and thousands of hours with and caring for my Mom in the years leading to her death. Like Cow, my Mom died when I was not in the room. I was destroyed by her aloneness in death but very wise friends convinced me that Mom chose her time - that she wanted to do it her way. I have since heard similar stories over and over again.
Be comforted, Karate.
I spent thousands and thousands of hours with and caring for my Mom in the years leading to her death. Like Cow, my Mom died when I was not in the room. I was destroyed by her aloneness in death but very wise friends convinced me that Mom chose her time - that she wanted to do it her way. I have since heard similar stories over and over again.
Be comforted, Karate.
Karate...I'm missing my own Grandmother today. She died many years ago, but I still have days where it hurts and today is one of them.
I like to think my Nan is looking down on me now and smiling at the life choices I'm making. I have no doubt that she is somewhere near me in spirit. It is a comfort to me to think that we are still connected even now.
Losing someone we love is the hardest thing...think about what she would be wanting for you. You've got your life ahead of you. Take the lessons she taught you with you and move forward.
Hugs to you
I like to think my Nan is looking down on me now and smiling at the life choices I'm making. I have no doubt that she is somewhere near me in spirit. It is a comfort to me to think that we are still connected even now.
Losing someone we love is the hardest thing...think about what she would be wanting for you. You've got your life ahead of you. Take the lessons she taught you with you and move forward.
Hugs to you
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