needtostopthis

For me it has been not completing college, passing up jobs to go get drunk, passing up jobs because i was too hungover. I had a lot of good opportunities and now i can barely get a job making minimum wage. I am still young i know i can change this, i hope i can.

I also have started to wonder how my son has seen me for his first 5 years of life. I am so upset about the days i sat on the couch all day with a bucket next to me, barley able to move. I could have been spending time with my precious son. Now he is 5 already and i feel like i wasted away a lot of time.