iam2antsy

wanting to stop is better than nothing....i can do a week or 2 here & there but doesn't stick. i so wish this sh*t didn't kill you physically, cause i like the comfortably numb mental feeling...smdh

Anna

Hi,

Yes, wanting to stop is important, but I think you might have to let go of the comfortably numb feeling. Hopefully you can find a way to get beyond the week or two. I'm so glad you posted.

iam2antsy

#My600lbLife (on tv now) is me not drinking - i could eat 24/7 - iam2antsy describes me w/o alcohol - if it's not 1 thing it's another - all killers

Nonsensical

Seems that finding the root cause of that would bring quite a lot of relief. What haven't you tried to get to the bottom of your antsiness?

UrbanFarmer

you have give it more then 2 weeks tho, i ate like crazy for the first month then slowly started eating healthier without even giving much of an effort. just a thought

least

Yes, but wanting to stop without putting action behind it IS nothing. You get no results without action. I liked that numb feeling too but after a while I got sick to death of always being sick and drunk. I wanted more out of my life.

iam2antsy

yeah....

iam2antsy

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Nonsensical

As much as I'd like to, I can't figure it out for you. Heck, it took 25 years for me to figure out my own issues, and I see me every day! You'd be waiting a long long time for me to figure out your issues through an internet forum.

I can only tell you that I don't think I would have ever figured it out if I had kept drinking. Being sober gave me both clarity and motivation.

Start there, and see what develops.

Best of luck!