skatebowls

I've hit an alltime low. I'm cursing people out, and bothering people who want nothing to do with me. I'm ready for rehab again, but I don't know how to it's going to help me. I'm just so embarrassed by where my life is at, I feel completely humiliated and defeated. What should I expect at this place? They will have me working, taking meds and going to meetings everyday. What if I can't keep up? It seems like everytime I go there they find a reason to kick me out. I'm schizophrenic and I hear they don't like Schizo's being there. (Salvation Army ARC) is what I'm talking about.
I've never felt so low in my entire life. Can somebody give me something that will help get me through this next week until I wait to get more meds? - The only way they will accept me.

skatebowls

And just tell them the med's I'm taking now and get the rest later.

Raider

I don't understand. You have already rehabbed?

skatebowls

I kept getting kicked out because I didn't have enough medicine.

krissypie1803

Isn't thy why you are there to see and meet docs thY can help.u... No maTer what the issue Is

TopFlight

Don't give up on yourself!! Work on finding a path that you feel will take you to where you want to be. If that's rehab, so be it. If it's figuring this out with a doctor, do it. You gotta utilize all the options so you can to rise above this. Just remember the bad times you are going through now, maybe even write down the thoughts you're having, because this will help you during the rough times when you want to use again.