Here's to a better week .
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Here's to a better week .
I decided not to deal with aunts estate , on my off days this week .
Need a break BAD . I'm not in danger of drinking , but exhausted , totally .
The night crew finished the bad project , , so the boss will
Still be unhappy , but it won't be in his mind , front -center .
Not mad at drinking , it sure is repulsive to me now though .
Now I under , recoil from alcohol like a hot stove .
I just not going to drink , not up for thought or debate , I'll
Just leave it alone .
Hope everyone has a good week
Need a break BAD . I'm not in danger of drinking , but exhausted , totally .
The night crew finished the bad project , , so the boss will
Still be unhappy , but it won't be in his mind , front -center .
Not mad at drinking , it sure is repulsive to me now though .
Now I under , recoil from alcohol like a hot stove .
I just not going to drink , not up for thought or debate , I'll
Just leave it alone .
Hope everyone has a good week
voices ca**y
Join Date: Mar 2013
Location: St. Paul Minnesota
Posts: 4,350
I'm glad to hear you are starting to recoil from it. One thing that helped me early on was to use my fear against the cravings when they came (and they will come). My brain would try to put some nice happy thoughts of drinking days gone by. Don't let them in to plant a seed for relapse. Push them right out with your disgust ASAP. Like you said it's not up for debate. All in or all out. Hope you have a good week too Karate.
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