One week sober and making it count
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One week sober and making it count
Compared to other people my age I haven't had that many hardships, not really. ***** happened, sure, but **** always happens. The real challenge in my life, the real hardship, is me. It's always been me. As long as I can remember I've never not been afraid. Afraid of failure, letting people down, hurting people, getting hurt. I thought if I kept my guard up, focused on other things, other people, if I couldn't even feel it, then no harm would come to me. I screwed up. Not only did I shut out the pain I shut out everything. The good and the bad until there was nothing left. It's fine to live in the now but the best part about now is there will be another one tomorrow. I'm going to start making them count.
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