Relapse Nightmare
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Relapse Nightmare
Last night I had a dream that I told myself that I could have a few drinks and went out and got drunk. When I woke-up I was bummed-out and filled with guilt and disappointment. In fact, I am still feeling bad about it and am assuring myself that it was just a dream.
Okay folks, so how many of you have had that nightmare?
Okay folks, so how many of you have had that nightmare?
Last night I had a dream that I told myself that I could have a few drinks and went out and got drunk. When I woke-up I was bummed-out and filled with guilt and disappointment. In fact, I am still feeling bad about it and am assuring myself that it was just a dream.
Okay folks, so how many of you have had that nightmare?
Okay folks, so how many of you have had that nightmare?
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Oh yeah I had and still have dreams like that, they aren't pleasant. The experience seems pretty common, there are lots of threads here on the topic.
Wish you well
Nice to see that the title of the post was literal
Wish you well
Nice to see that the title of the post was literal
I have had plenty of those type of dreams in the past 6 years of total sobriety
at times these dreams of returning to the drink
have stressed me out tremendously
waking up sweating and in complete torment thinking that
I can't believe it that I actually drank again
then realizing (thank God) it was only a dream
my last few times back out returning to the drink
were horrible experiences
the after effect of these dreams don't effect me much anymore
if anything I guess that they help me to remember
what I wish to never forget
Mountainman Bob
at times these dreams of returning to the drink
have stressed me out tremendously
waking up sweating and in complete torment thinking that
I can't believe it that I actually drank again
then realizing (thank God) it was only a dream
my last few times back out returning to the drink
were horrible experiences
the after effect of these dreams don't effect me much anymore
if anything I guess that they help me to remember
what I wish to never forget
Mountainman Bob
This is the first time in my life that I have ever had drinking dreams. Never, during any stints of sobriety have I had them before. But, they started almost immediately this time. As scary as they are, I am kind of glad to be having them. Maybe it is showing me a real, true desire to absolutely want to be done with this cycle.
these types of dreams only prove to me
that sobriety is the highest on my list
why else would it come to mind every so often in my dreams ?
sobriety is such a big part of my life today
visiting this site often
AA meetings
and the such
keeps me touch with what it takes to stay sober today
MM
I had a few the first 3 months then none until last week. I had one two nights in a row. Really scary. Its a life I never want to go back to. I think its our mind protecting itself. After all alcohol is a poison. It damages every organ in your body.
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