When did you realize that your drinking was different/unhealthy
I realized I was drinking too much in my late teens and early twenties. Never drank at or missed work, but often went in hung-over from a weekend or mid-week bender.
I quit drinking in my 20's, and 30's, and 40's, and 50's.
With the help of my Higher Power I decided to make it permanent before I turn 60.
Will have over seven sober months when 60 arrives.
Wish I had listened to myself decades ago.
I quit drinking in my 20's, and 30's, and 40's, and 50's.
With the help of my Higher Power I decided to make it permanent before I turn 60.
Will have over seven sober months when 60 arrives.
Wish I had listened to myself decades ago.
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Join Date: Mar 2013
Location: CA
Posts: 210
I knew my drinking wasn't normal from the get go at 14. This was a gift then because I could drink with the best of them and I thought this was great. It then became a curse in my twenties when consequences and withdrawals hit. My drinking didn't seem so great after college when I wanted to drink like a normie but could not.
Now in my thirties, I have accepted that I am abnormal and havnt had a drop in 2 plus years. That's the way to go for me.
Now in my thirties, I have accepted that I am abnormal and havnt had a drop in 2 plus years. That's the way to go for me.
Jules
Join Date: Nov 2011
Location: ohio
Posts: 279
I was 25 when I realized I had a big problem and was probably an alcoholic. It took me until I was 33 to really fully accept that just one drink starts the cycle and that I would have to put some real effort into staying sober. I think I have about 140 days sober now.
Feb 10th 2013. It was progressive for me. I didn't start out having a problem when I drank. Somewhere in my early 30s I abused alcohol to the point I could tolerate huge amounts without becoming sick. Binge drank for about another 8 years. Then another 2 years of binge drinking almost nightly. I knew something wasn't right but until that day I didn't realize how serious this was. I just thought I drank too much and should probably slow down. Then one day I just saw it for what it was.
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Join Date: Jun 2012
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Hi Greg, I drank like you described. I guess it would have to be when I realized I just wanted to drink. Period. I just wanted to drink and everyone leave me alone. That was my plan for the evening. And nothing could interfere with it.
For years i suspected but denied I had a problem with alcohol. I really couldn't deny it any longer when I started having withdrawal symptoms after just a few hours without booze in my system. And when drinking made the symptoms go away. I didnt quit then, though. Just moved on to a new level of denial. So grateful to be a year sober.
I realized that my drinking was different/unhealthy the night I watched the episode of West Wing in which Leo, the alcoholic, said these words: " I don't understand people who say they've had enough.... How can you have "enough" of feeling like this? How can you NOT want to feel like this longer? My brain works differently."
I abused alcohol for 25 years with mostly weekend binge drinking. During the last few years I started filling in the gaps with nightly boozing. Like so many others I did not realize how much drinking diminished my life until I stopped. Now i see it as an addictive drug for which I was addicted.
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Join Date: Nov 2011
Location: Vashon WA
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I knew that I was an alcoholic when I was 18. I knew that it was bad for me from day one I guess but I could always drink as much or more than anyone but I very rarely got ill or in trouble. I quit because I thought it was getting in the way of my dreams when I was 46. Now I know how bad it was for me. The symptoms creep up and there was always someone around to compare myself to who had it worse. Just more alcoholic BS.
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