Because I stayed sober last night today I can - __________________.
Because I stayed sober last night today I can - __________________.
.....take part in something that has been a part of my bucket list for a loooooooong time. This event takes a time commitment and lots of practice. It also requires rehearsal today and tomorrow before the actual event occurs.
I've had the info since last Wednesday. If I were not sober I wouldn't have even considered signing up because I know that today I would be sooooooooo hung over. I also know that I wouldn't have spent Friday night nor last night practicing on my own.
I am grateful for my sobriety. Alcohol can no longer take away all the things that I had wanted to do but couldn't.
I've had the info since last Wednesday. If I were not sober I wouldn't have even considered signing up because I know that today I would be sooooooooo hung over. I also know that I wouldn't have spent Friday night nor last night practicing on my own.
I am grateful for my sobriety. Alcohol can no longer take away all the things that I had wanted to do but couldn't.
Because I stayed sober last night today I can get so much done today!
Before I stopped, saturday & sunday was nothing more than drinking from 6 am to around 10 pm. Weekdays were the same however I worked 8 to 10 hours a day. Sundays I used to dread even doing basic adult chores, cleaning up (which I did let get out of hand ) doing laundry ( sometimes once every 2 weeks), not planning out the week work schedule.
Here I am 8:38 pm now, ready for work, house & clothes clean, had dinner, done dishes, and about to talk a nice shower. Have a nice glass of warmed milk and watch some tv.
Different reality...... way different place.
Before I stopped, saturday & sunday was nothing more than drinking from 6 am to around 10 pm. Weekdays were the same however I worked 8 to 10 hours a day. Sundays I used to dread even doing basic adult chores, cleaning up (which I did let get out of hand ) doing laundry ( sometimes once every 2 weeks), not planning out the week work schedule.
Here I am 8:38 pm now, ready for work, house & clothes clean, had dinner, done dishes, and about to talk a nice shower. Have a nice glass of warmed milk and watch some tv.
Different reality...... way different place.
Because I stayed sober last night today I can get so much done today!
Before I stopped, saturday & sunday was nothing more than drinking from 6 am to around 10 pm. Weekdays were the same however I worked 8 to 10 hours a day. Sundays I used to dread even doing basic adult chores, cleaning up (which I did let get out of hand ) doing laundry ( sometimes once every 2 weeks), not planning out the week work schedule.
Here I am 8:38 pm now, ready for work, house & clothes clean, had dinner, done dishes, and about to talk a nice shower. Have a nice glass of warmed milk and watch some tv.
Different reality...... way different place.
Before I stopped, saturday & sunday was nothing more than drinking from 6 am to around 10 pm. Weekdays were the same however I worked 8 to 10 hours a day. Sundays I used to dread even doing basic adult chores, cleaning up (which I did let get out of hand ) doing laundry ( sometimes once every 2 weeks), not planning out the week work schedule.
Here I am 8:38 pm now, ready for work, house & clothes clean, had dinner, done dishes, and about to talk a nice shower. Have a nice glass of warmed milk and watch some tv.
Different reality...... way different place.
Wow ,another early morning drinker ,thought i was the only one when i was doing that .
wake up instead of pass back in. not have to worry about what I did yesterday.recovery hasn't completely helped my memory. I don't remember everything I did yesterday, but I know I didn't drink or do anything to bring on terror, bewilderment, and remorse
No hangover
Took a shower
Got dressed
Went to lunch
Went to a meeting and heard the greatest speaker I have heard so far. Felt such good emotion because Today I am on the path he is on.
I could look all my family members in the eye.
No regrets
Took a shower
Got dressed
Went to lunch
Went to a meeting and heard the greatest speaker I have heard so far. Felt such good emotion because Today I am on the path he is on.
I could look all my family members in the eye.
No regrets
Enjoy a hot walk with my dog and then have a productive, busy day at work focusing tasks and completing them, rather than struggling through a hangover, guilt, and exhaustion. I never want to feel like that again. Never.
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