16 days blown for one pint
16 days blown for one pint
Fuming with myself. Family engagement party, started on water had a pint bought for me and boom, down it went. Left not long after, the thirst got hold but I managed to resist. Helped that my missus was tired and told me to come to bed. Angry but it's taught me a valuable lesson, the way my body craved more and more booze after that one pint scared me. Wanted to get it off my chest. I'm back that's the main thing. Thank you
...but you learned something Bluebird. Those little lessons add up to stopping for good. I had to mess up a few times before I got strong. Glad it didn't lead you to a lengthy binge - and you are back to tell the tale.
Yeah I definitely learned something thank you. I have to be honest, if there's anywhere I don't have to hide my drinking it's here. Was thinking of ignoring it and keeping my 16 days but I know a drink is a drink. I willingly drank so back to day one
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It just went down...boom? No thought...just boom? So no boom no more? Sorry..bein a bit silly but just wondered if the slip was just completely thoughtless...no lead up? No point before...boom..you could have stopped yourself? Just curious.
Glad you're back nevertheless.
Glad you're back nevertheless.
It just went down...boom? No thought...just boom? So no boom no more? Sorry..bein a bit silly but just wondered if the slip was just completely thoughtless...no lead up? No point before...boom..you could have stopped yourself? Just curious.
Glad you're back nevertheless.
Glad you're back nevertheless.
Thanks, first place I came was on here
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That's why I asked.
Yeah, I think I need to upgrade the entertaining of the idea to a code red ha ha.
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Sorry Bluebird...I certainly didn't mean my response to come across "holier than thou" in ANY way. It was only recently that I realized that the moments before the drinking were so very, very, very important. I guess I wanted to share that.
I in no way wanted to discourage you. You posted here...fantastic. So sorry if I came across like I was peeing on your parade....
I in no way wanted to discourage you. You posted here...fantastic. So sorry if I came across like I was peeing on your parade....
Sorry Bluebird...I certainly didn't mean my response to come across "holier than thou" in ANY way. It was only recently that I realized that the moments before the drinking were so very, very, very important. I guess I wanted to share that.
I in no way wanted to discourage you. You posted here...fantastic. So sorry if I came across like I was peeing on your parade....
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We often have to change people, places and things that have been a big part of our drinking when we decide to get sober. I would stay away from pubs, parties and so forth until the obsession with drink lifts. It happens with help from without you... But it does happen. I am still a drunk, but some years later in recovery my wife can keep wine around and I don't obsess on it. If I did start we would have to throw it out. By the Grace of God I'm okay for today on that count. But once that train starts rolling towards a drink, it's good to have someone to call who understands and can help. But best not to "test" yourself. If you're an alcoholic, you already know how it turns out when you rely on yourself to fight it... Holding out works a while, but we usually cave unless we are asking for help.
We often have to change people, places and things that have been a big part of our drinking when we decide to get sober. I would stay away from pubs, parties and so forth until the obsession with drink lifts. It happens with help from without you... But it does happen. I am still a drunk, but some years later in recovery my wife can keep wine around and I don't obsess on it. If I did start we would have to throw it out. By the Grace of God I'm okay for today on that count. But once that train starts rolling towards a drink, it's good to have someone to call who understands and can help. But best not to "test" yourself. If you're an alcoholic, you already know how it turns out when you rely on yourself to fight it... Holding out works a while, but we usually cave unless we are asking for help.
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Pubs don't trouble me or being around alcohol. I actually went and bought my dad beer for the weekend before I left since he was house/dog sitting for me ..as well as white bread (blech) and whole milk..none of which I consume.
That being said, I do think there are certain situations..that if they cause me anxiety or unease...like something I don't want to do...and alcohol is nearby..probably not so wise.
Thanks for clarifying that whole thought tho...I thought it was just a blanket rule.
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Indeed Nu - We often say "the ONLY thing I can't do today is take a drink." We get sober so we can LIVE the free, full lives we can live when not crippled by our disease. I'm in AA but one thing my sponsor reminds me of is that we don't go to meetings so we can create a protective bubble around ourselves. This conscious effort to stay in contact with the Power that keeps us sober enables us to go out into the world free for the day. But in early sobriety, going into a bar is indeed not a great idea. I had a friend who told a story of going to a bar to eat lunch some days. He said he didn't want to drink but just liked looking at the bar and the beauty of all the bottles. That's an addiction for you - one day, with little fight he decided to have a drink. Some years later he died of kidney failure. Our addiction will wait for us to have that one day when we are vulnerable or indifferent, and we have that one. And as we all know, one turns into many and we're off again. I remember wondering if I could ever get through a wedding sober, but here's some hope: Once God removed the obsession in me, I found I was able to go to events like weddings and actually be PRESENT. Instead of planning how I could keep the wine glass full without the guests thinking I am a drunk (haha), I actually feel the joy of the couple, and relish the happiness of the day. But that comes in time...but it does come IF we work for it
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