Needing a miracle
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Join Date: May 2013
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Be careful!!! I got drunk last weekend at my sistere's wedding rehearsal and everyone could tell. There had been a lot of booze around the night before and that is when I started loosing control. Well, I was supposed to be the maid of honor but come Sunday morning (wedding day and despite having sobered up) I was dis-invited. I'm still heartbroken and humiliated. Have a plan!!
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Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Canada
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You have 11 solid months to your credit!! Is this the first time going to a social event where alcohol is in supply? Why do you feel a relapse is imminent? Are you stressed out about something other than temptation? Has pressure been mounting awhile? Having you been considering relapse before today???
You have 11 solid months to your credit!! Is this the first time going to a social event where alcohol is in supply? Why do you feel a relapse is imminent? Are you stressed out about something other than temptation? Has pressure been mounting awhile? Having you been considering relapse before today???
I have been seeing a psychologist, and as we "peel the onion" of pain, as she says, all these old feelings are bubbling to the surface (Feelings about childhood abandonment, abuse, neglect, etc.). So I have been dealing with that, and it has been INTENSE. (Father + bride dance set me to crying all the way home, because I have never known such a loving relationship with my father or stepfather). Sometimes I think it would be easier to drink and not have to feel these things, which is where I was last night.
But lo and behold, on the morning after the wedding, I am 11 months and 1 day sober
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